I think it's been a month since I checked allkpop and haven't have any news about Kpop.

I only new about their updates by fans (Thanks to you~), facebook allkpop and on twitter.

On facebook I heard that Yunho and Changmin was going to release a new song. Well I know what it is already because I heard it from their LA concert. Well, on youtube fancam. I kinda a stalker of the two. They are my bias in DBSK. Anyways, that's the only new I hear about DBSK and most of them are SHINee ^^

As I was saying... (I'm going to talk about my Kpop findings... The history of me finding Kpop)

My first Kpop band was SHINee. I thank them for bring me into Kpop! ^.^ but the thing is that in fanfictions, my first one is DBSK. I knew them by names but I never knew them in face. The only one I knew that time when I was a newbie in Kpop was SHINee, Heechul, Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu. I have my reasons...

• SHINee was my first - so I researched them really carefully
• Heechul because of the Siwon and Heechul kissing part... Gosh, I felt really mad at Heechul there and feeling bad for Siwon... (Peace Heechul fans)
• And yes lastly JYJ...

I knew Jaejoong first of all of DBSK, in their Mirotic piture... I knew him first because my friends are always talking about his and I kinda knew him because he's alway in the middle of the pictures and he has this common asian hairstyle. Then I knew Yoochun because of his unique (Weird for me xD) hairstyle and Junsu because he has a different face from all of them. I never looked at Changmin or Yunho before because... Well, I hasn't really interested about them before. So I told myself that knowing three of of five people in a group is enough.

Then the stories came... There I first liked Changmin because he was like cute and eats a lot XDD but I never know his face... I still remember that fanfiction - it was titled 'Maid for you'. Then I liked Yunho next because he got that cool personality that I like about the guy.

Time came and I was searching SHINee fanfics and there was none... Surprising? Well, they just debuted that time so yea... And there a say a Jaejoong, you, and Yunho fanfic. I still remember the name of the fanfic and author but nah... I won't give it out... She's still active ^.^ I love her stories!!

Anyways, even though Yunho was the mean person there... I mean he you! and Beats you up... And Jaejoong was the nice, sweet guy from the next door building... As I was saying... Even though Yunho was the bad guy there he capture my heart, I don't know how but I saw the poster of the story and I knew what Jaejoong looks like so I said 'Maybe this is that Yunho guy'. I search and watch videos that my friend gave me. I watched Mirotic first, then I've mistaken Changmin to be Yunho and I seach in google 'Yunho in Mirotic' many pictures came out and one of them is Changmin in the pool like thingy. I was like 'He's cute...' Then I watched their 'Wrong Number' and seached Yunho again in google 'Yunho in Wrong Number' and he came out as the guy in the tub and the one who is rapping... So I fell in love with him. It cleared out - the confusion of Changmin and Yunho when I saw Changmin's pool like thingy in Mirotic in one of his Changmin and You fanfics and then I really knew that Yunho was really my bias in the group. ^^

Sad thing about this that I became adictive to them when the law suit started. I was so sad when I heard that but happy when I knew about the whole story behind it and that they we're fighting for their rights... But then, it changed and my two bias people didn't agree with the other three.

JYJ left SM without Changmin and Yunho and I was really mad at the two because they didn't come with the other three... But I thought 'Maybe, they can't' 'Their fathers might told them that they can't go with them'

There were a lot of 'Maybe' in my mind that time but I never believed that they broken up.

Keep the faith...

I love that quote.

2011, I started being active in my twitter again... And I followed a lot of Kpop people including JYJ. I mean who didn't follow them? hahaha!!

Then now I read about Junsu's tweets in allkpop.com and I was really shocked. I was online when Junsu tweeted those and I ignore them (I know... What a bad fan I am) because they were in Korean. I didn't understand it until now. I read all that link to that and I understood what's happening...

I was shock too... I never thought that Changmin and Yunho would debut again on the name of TVXQ but hey you never know... They might but forced into that. We never know what's going on inside that SM building.

For me, I think that Changmin and Yunho is trapped though... They're like jailed in SM Building and they can't speak their minds about the whole thing without getting their career on the line. I admire JYJ as they are released on SM's grip and they can be freely.

I was watching their live performance of Doue and Love on Ice - Mnet... I felt like crying because their voice is so... GOOD in the ears... And I wondered 'I wish they would perform like this again' and this news came! hayzz...

I don't know... I feel like crying but I'm mad about it... I always- We always have that feeling that DBSK would come back together on stage to perform but not like this...