Hey ^_^

I'm back from holiday, and I won't be going anyway anymore for a while, well except when school starts on the 3rd ._.

I had an awesome time, and actually tanned for once (this never happens, ever), and I swam a lot which was good, but the pool was icy cold...

I did something mega stupid though ._.

In the airport flying out to my holiday destination, there was a girl who kept giving me looks and glances, and it was pretty obvious that she was into me. She was very very beautiful, and even before I noticed she was giving me looks, I wanted to talk to her. However, we stayed silent, and just looked at each other from a short distance. We went on the flight, and I saw her while we were collecting our bags. Again, we were giving each other looks, and I told myself to smile at her while my family and I were walking away. Which I did, and I saw her give a second glance, because it was the first smile either of us had exchanged. I saw out of the corner of my eye that she had smiled back in return, and I just walked on with my family and prayed she was going to my hotel.

She wasn't.

And I kicked myself, because I did know beforehand that there was a very big chance that she wouldn't be at my hotel. However, I then realised that because she looked my age, she probably would be going back to school next week and so that means she'd only be out there for a week like myself, and that made me realise that she would almost certainly be on my flight back home. I waited all week, thinking about how I could somehow talk to her. Thinking about the excuses I could make to spring up a conversation, and I had a lot of ideas.

The time came to go to the airport again, and she was all I could think about.

I didn't see her until we were in line for the gate. I watched her as she caught sight of me, and then she pulled her family to stand very close to me and mine. I smirked to myself, because someone so beautiful had shown a large amount of interest in me. I wanted to go up to her and talk to her, but there was two things stopping me.

1. My family.

2. My guts.

My family would have questioned me to no end, and I literally had no guts to do anything, so I just waited patiently in the line and we exchanged those looks again.

We boarded the plane, and I was hoping her seat would be somewhere close to mine, but it wasn't. In fact, when I stood up, I couldn't even see her at all. I thought about what I could do, knowing that I would only have one more chance to do something. I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen out of my backpack and then wrote a note on it which said.

"I think you are incredibly beautiful, and I hope that this isn't the first time you have been told that.♥"

I tried to think of all the ways I could give her the note, and settled on one. I would drop the note on the floor beside her or behind her, and then pick it up and tap her on the shoulder, then say: "excuse me, but I believe this is yours."

To which I guessed she would open the note, and then (hopefully) smile.

Or, she would smile, but say "it's not mine."

And to that I would say, "well judging by the message on that note, it should be."

And then I would walk away.

Anyway, the time came and I was at the baggage reclaim carousel, but I was so focused on getting the cases off that I forgot to keep my eye out for her. Fortunately, and unsurprisingly, she was stood only 3ft away from me. We exchanged those glances again, and this time she smiled at me. However, it took me aback a little, and I'm pretty sure my smiley response resembled something more like a rhino's . Nevertheless, we exchanged those glances for a little while longer, and then suddenly, all of her cases came off at once. My heart was racing and I watched as her parents urged her away since they were ready to go. I saw the disappointment in her eyes, and she gave me one last smile as she began to walk away.

My feet were frozen. I was telling myself to go up to her and tell her she dropped the note, but I couldn't.

I just couldn't.

She's just the one that got away, I guess.

SooSunSupporter~