OKAY I ING

OMG

TODAY IS TOO MUCH FOR ME

SO MY FRIEND TOLD ME EXO WAS AT THE GROVE SO I WENT AND JUST CAME BACK AND

HOLY I SAW THEM T_____T

I FIRST MET THESE TWO OTHER FANS AND WE SAW LUHAN'S BRIGHT ORANGE BEANIE AND WE WERE LIKE IS THAT HIM

AND IT WAS HIM AND LAY IN A HOODIE AND I WAS LIKE HOLY I COULDN'T EVEN MOVE I LITERALLY JUST STOOD THERE AND I FELT LIKE SUCH A STALKER AND I FELT SO ING HORRIBLE BUT THE OTHER FAN ASKED IF SHE COULD TAKE A PICTURE AND LAY SAID 'SORRY, NO' AND HE SMILED AND HIS DIMPLES WERE SO DEEP?@!!

AND THEN WE WATCHED THEM WALK AWAY AND I WAS LIKE HOLY DID I JUST SEE THEM!?!?!! I LITERALLY CRIED. MY EYES WERE ALL HOT AND WET T________T AND LUHAN'S FACE IS SO SMALL GUYS OMG HE'S SO PRETTY T_T HE'S KINDA TALLISH AND LAY IS SHORTER THAN HIM I THINK? NOT SURE AHFDKSLA I ING FORGOT ALL THE DETAILS EVERYTHING IS JUST HAZY RIGHT NOW

AND THEN AFTER, MY FRIEND AND I THOUGHT THEY LEFT BUT WE HUNG AROUND CAUSE MY FRIEND DIDN'T WANT TO GO HOME AND WE WALKED BY THE CANDY STORE AND SHE WAS LIKE

"they're in there" ALL CALM CAUSE SHE'S NOT A FAN AND I THOUGHT SHE WAS JOKING SO I WAS LIKE 'they left, though" AND SHE WAS LIKE "no i'm serious they're in there" AND SO I TURNED AND HOLY I SAW KYUNGSOO'S GREEN ARMY JACKET THING FROM THE WINDOW AND I WAS LIKE HOLY THAT IS KYUNGSOO

THE SECURITY GUARDS LET US IN AND THERE WASN'T MUCH PEOPLE IN THE STORE BUT PEOPLE STILL HAD THEIR PHONES OUT. I FELT SO BAD EVEN THOUGH I WASN'T TAKING ANY PICTURES BECAUSE I WAS STILL BASICALLY FOLLOWING THEM. T____T FORGIVE ME.....;; THESE GLIMPSES WERE ALL BY CHANCE THOUGH.

AND FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. CHANYEOL WAS THERE AND GOD HE WAS SO TALL T____T AND THEY WERE GETTING READY TO LEAVE WHEN I BARELY WALKED IN A FEW FEET SO THEY WALKED RIGHT PAST ME. I JUST ENTERED THE STORE AND STOOD THERE WITH MY HEART PULSING AND I WAS JUST STARING BECAUSE I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I WANTED TO ASK IF I COULD TAKE A PIC WITH THEM BUT THEY WERE ALL IN THEIR OWN WORLD, DOING THEIR PERSONAL STUFF AND I DIDN'T WANT TO IN. AND THERE WERE FANS TAKING PICTURES AND STUFF AND I WANTED THEM TO STOP ):

BUT ANYWAY, I STOOD THERE AND THEY BOUGHT THEIR CANDY AND WALKED SO CLOSE TO WHERE I WAS STANDING. CHEN WAS SERIOUSLY RIGHT BY ME, ONLY 3 INCHES AWAY AND HE IS SO GOOD LOOKING T___T HE HAD ON GLASSES AND A HAT /CRIES/ AND I HAD TO LOOK UP AT HIM (SHORTY FOR LYFE I'M 5'3") AND I STOPPED BREATHING WHEN KYUNGSOO WALKED BY. HE'S REALLY CUTE AND HE'S NOT AS SHORT AS I THOUGHT HE WOULD BE!!! I THINK CHANYEOL AND KYUNGSOO DIDN'T HAVE MAKEUP ON BECUASE THEY LOOKED REALLY PALE. AND CHANYEOL'S VOICE OMGGGG T____T KYUNGSOO WAS WALKING OUT AND CHANYEOL CALLED HIM SAYING "KYUNGSOO-YAH" AND SOMETHING ABOUT HOW ANOTHER MEMBER WANTED TO GET SOMETHING (I ING FORGOT EVERYTHING I FELT SO DAMN LIGHT I JUST DONT REMEMBER DFJKSLA) AND KYUNGSOO TURNED AROUND AND OMG GUYS HIS LIPS LOOK THE SAME /SOBS/ HIS FREAKING EYES ARE SO ADORABLE TOO AND THEY'RE BIGGGGG. AND CHANYEOL WALKED RIGHT BY MY FRIEND AND SHE JUST STARED UP AT HIM CAUSE SHES NOT A FAN AND SHE SAID HE WAS LOOKING AT HER LIKE "why is this one not looking at me like i'm a celebrity" BUT IDK I DIDN'T SEE THAT.  HE WEAVED THROUGH US BECAUSE I WAS FROZEN IN SPOT AND MY FRIEND WAS A FOOT-ISH AWAY FROM ME. SHE SAID HE HAD HUGE EYES!!

AND THERE WAS KRIS IN THE CANDY SHOP TOO, BUT HE WALKED BY SO FAST THAT I COULDN'T REALLY SEE HIS FACE BUT I STILL GOT A 1 SECOND SIDE VIEWWW!! AND HE'S SUPER TALL, LIKE CHANYEOL!!! (STEPHANIE ARE YOU READING THIS!?!?!?!)

AND SO THEY WALKED OUT, FANS RUSHED OUT AFTER THEM AND I KIND OF ZOMBIE WALKED BEHIND EVERYONE CAUSE I WAS STILL IN A DAZE AND THEN THEY GOT INTO THEIR HUGE VAN AND THE FANS WERE STICKING THEIR CAMERAS EVERYWHERE AND I THINK A STAFF OR SECURITY ASKED TO BACK AWWAY?? I DON'T REMEMBER. I JUST TIPTOED AND KINDA WATCHED BEHIND THE MOB WHICH WAS ABOUT 20 PEOPLE OR SO, ALL WITH THEIR CAMERAS. I FELT SO BAD ): BUT I DIDN'T TAKE MINE OUT. ANYWAYS, I GOT A GLIMPSE OF KAI'S SIDE VIEW AND XIUMIN'S TOO. XIUMIN IS REALLY CUTE T____T HE LOOKS THE SAME. AND I SAW SEHUN FULL VIEW OTL;;;;;;; HE LOOKS THE SAME TOO T____T HE'S REALLY CUTEKAJSKLDJ <3

I FORGOT ALL THE DETAILS BUT HERE IS A LIST OF THE MEMBERS I REMEMBER SEEING:

LAY

LUHAN

CHANYEOL

KYUNGSOO

CHEN

KRIS

SEHUN

XIUMIN

KAI

I THINK I MIGHT HAVE SEEN BAEK'S BACK VIEW WHEN HE WAS GETTING IN THE VAN BUT I DON'T REMEMBER.

I FEEL SO LIGHT RN LIKE IM ON DRUGS OR SOMETHING T____T

OH YEAH, AND UPDATE ON THE KCON TICKETS : I MET THE MANAGER OF 2AM AND WOW HE WAS SO NICEEE!!! THE TICKETS I GOT ARE KINDA CRAPPY THOUGH - CON2 ROW 7 ISH.  BUT I HAVE BACKUP TICKETS AND IM GONNA SEE IF THOSE ARE BETTER.

BUT ALL IN ALL, TODAY WAS ING CRAZY. I FEEL HORRIBLE AND LIKE A SASENG BUT I'M JUST GLAD I DIDN'T WHIP OUT A CAMERA AND STICK IT IN THEIR FACE OR ANYTHING. I LITERALLY STOOD THERE ING FROZEN AND THEY WALKED PAST ME T_______T I JUST HOPE THEY DIDN'T FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE??? IDK ): HALF THE TIME I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE AND THE OTHER HALF I WAS MUMBLING LIKE 'OHMYGOD THEY'RE REAL' BUT WOW GUYS.

EXO....... IS QUITE TALL.

AND GOOD LOOKING.

HAVE I INFORMED EVERYONE OF HOW KYUNGSOO-BIASED I'M BECOMING THESE PAST FEW DAYS? I LITERALLY SAY HE'S MY FAVORITE WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME NOW. AND HOLY I HAD THE BEST VIEW OF HIM FROM THEM ALL AND T_____________________________________T

I JUST REALLY FEEL LIKE SOBBING AGAIN. HE'S-

UGH.

I AM NOT SLEEPING TONIGHT THAT IS FOR SURE.