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it's so strange how things
change so quickly and i can't
adapt. hello random person, how are you?
it's actually kind of sad to come up on this website
where a year ago this used to be the place i came everyday
this used to be the place i looked forward to everyday
where i used to have lots of friends
not that I had a lot of friends
but they are all
drifting
away
sometimes
i wonder what i do
with my life sometimes i just
study and study and study but nothing
goes into my head so i come here to find this
place extremely empty; i guess it's partially my own
fault. since i'm lazy and all but it actually hurts? it actually
hurts when people don't reply you. when people forget about you
when your birthday is supposed to be the best day of the world
but somehow it ended up feeling like the worst day
ever. this always happens. parents forget
my birthday. friends forget my
birthday. everyone
forgets
and i can't
blame them. because
it's all my fault. all my fault for
pushing people away. for ignoring
people just because i was lazy.
yeah but urgh i dont even
know anymore.
so i'm
probably going
to use the most cliched
and stupidest reason ever
i'm going to leave this place.
to study or something.
i don't think i'll
even hang
around
anymore
since
no one
remembers
anyway
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