aiisshhh!!!

I really hate myself! aiishh!! pabo roch! aiishh!!

We have no classes since monday until now and tomorrow coz of suddenly changing of weather in a not so good one that coz of high floods and etc(not good condition). , at first i'm so happy because we have no classes who wouldn't right? but now *flips table* i don't know what to do anymore.. i can't go outside and have fun. so i thought this is the good and right day of writing  my updates...but jfbjasbfjbsabjsdfjkfbjk it's been 4days since i start to think what to write but i can't even type one phrase to begin with. >.< I'm doomed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arrggggg eotteokke!! and my head now is filling with different scenes but its not helping me either coz there are not actually related in my on-going fics.... moreover, my eyes are not helping me, they are become teary whenever i face my desktop. Yes, i'm only writing here in our desktop not in my phone (coz it's cheap).aiiishh! i don't what to do anymore, it seems my passion in writing is fading now. I'm thinking if I shall just deactivate this account and start all over again and just read other stories which is actually my hobby from the start. *sigh* my mind is scruffy and i don't know how to fix it...

BY THE WAY for those filipinos who are reading this..Hope all of you are fine there.! HWAITING FILIPINOS!

#proudtobepinoy♥

thanks for reading this nonesense blog... i just want to share >.< *sigh*