. WHAT IS THIS. WHY SO SUDDEN. I'VE BEEN HOLDING MY BREATHE FOR ALMOST A MINUTE JUST BY WATCHING THIS. YOU GUYS DON'T KNOW HOW I FREAK OUT. SEEING THEM, MAKES ME FEELS THINGS THAT I DON'T FEEL BY OTHER GROUPS AND IT HURTS.

SO BAD THAT I WANT TO HURT MYSELF. I WANT TO JUST JUMP OFF A CLIP, CAUSE I CAN'T STAND LIVING WHEN I KNOW SOMETHING'S GOING TO HURT ME. I'M DONE. AND CAN I JUST SAY THAT BEING AN ANGEL IS ONE OF THE BEST. NO THEY'RE THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPEN TO ME.

I MAY WANT TO HURT MYSELF RIGHT NOW BECAUSE OF THEM, BUT THEY'RE ALSO THE REASON WHY I'M ALWAYS HAPPY, SO I REALLY CAN'T.