☠ welcome to ℒast ₩ishes, yong ansook ☠
you're in danger now
username: azora_s
profile link: here you gp.
activeness: 9.
nicknames: nikki is fine. ;)
stop provoking me
character name: yong ansook.
other names: n/a.
nicknames: sook - just a shortened version of his name.
age: 21.
date of birth: 08/06/1992
height: 179cm..
weight: 67kg.
uality: panual.
blood type: b+
ethnicity: full korean.
languages: korean & english (semi-fluent, took classes).
birthplace: incheon, korea.
hometown: incheon, korea.
i don't even know what i'll do
ulzzang: park sung woo.
on file: one two three four five
Back Up Ulzzang: nam woong.
on file: one two three four five.
extra: his tattoo 'replaced with the words 'impress the world with one's imperfection'.
appearance:
Ansook's hair color is a light chestnut. However, from different points of observation, it'll either appear dim black or light crimson, which actually really doesn't take a toll on his outer appearance and compared to average males, Yong Ansook could be viewed as a shortie. (which actually is one of his pet-peeves) but nonetheless, does his height bring him advantages at times, (for example, when he wants to be sneaky). And he can be quite a stick, -- but don't let your eyes deceive you yet because underneath his amounts of clothing, are some arm muscles. Yup. Exactly. Be shocked. All those 'weight-lighting' did him good. Other than that, he isn't the type to work-out (he's a lazy one) so don't expect too much from his body, of course, other than his scrawny pale figure that is, -- but then again, he also likes to say his face makes up for all of that
style:
Ansook's fashion taste though, changes quite drastically; but, he doesn’t have a precise sense to what he buys. If he likes it, he'll wear it. Nonetheless, when it comes to the world of fashion, he likes to cockily admit that his knowledge is impeccable. No, he wouldn't be considered as one of the fashion models, he likes to keep it causal but still, his swag level is passed a million when it comes to dressing good. (ohgosh, i did not just say that). Also, with that note, he isn't much of a skin-revealer. It wouldn't be because of his confidence (i mean, he's boosting with it) but because he's just naturally attracted to sweaters a bit more. One could even say he likes to get cuddly in his clothes. Though, aside from that, cute fashion (frills, animal faces, etc) don't work on his body (or, he uses that as an excuse to keep awya from those clothes) to him, it simply doesn't suit his taste and in the end, one could also say that Yong Ansook could be quite picky when it comes with deciding what he should put on his body.
( please ignore the random ulzzangs. there weren't enough pictures of sungwoo)
Casual: one two three four five
On Campus: --
Dorm: one two three
Formal: one two three four
Party: one two three four
Date: one two three four
Sleepwear: one two -- usually sleeps with a tanktop and sweats.
you might get hurt
plot line: the murdered.
personality traits: cunning. sarcastic. straight-forward. egoistic. two-faced. insecure. coward
personality:
Meet your true brat. With a mouth that could nearly get his head bashed in, sarcasm is known to be his only best friend. Ansook had a feisty attitude that always tended to greet you first and he had a character that took people quite a while to figure out. However, he was a part of the crimes and that was what you needed to have in order to survive. You kill them or they kill you, that's what he was taught and so, he simply followed. Ansook threw his aggression on anyone and became a sarcastic little punk that knew how to work your streets. The knowledge he gained, all thanks to his self-experience and maybe he wasn't one that went to school, but he was one that can easily run over your neighbourhood with just a snap of his fingers. He learned how to be ruthless and mean, however, he also learned how to keep his humanity and despite his circumstances, never did he once stab a pistol through another.
The boy was stubborn, impulsive and definitely a pain-in-the-, though, eventually, behind all of that, you'll find nothing more than a trembling figure with a solid mask. Behind his fighter persona was his true coward one. He was scared. Scared because in a life like his there was no true escape and when his walls come crumbling down, you might even be surprised to witness his tear-stained face because when that mask is up, you'll never ever see him cry. Ansook simply uses his bratty character as a shield in the world he was bought up in. He pretends to be a cocky and a down-right selfish guy, though, sometimes, he even forgets who he truly is. -- But, then again, that was something he didn't have time to care about.
Ansook is the typical rowdy that does things according to how he wants to. He's also the determined little that doesn't stop until he gets want he wants and because of that, once his eyes meet their target, he'll do whatever can within his power to try and get it. Clubs to him are also nothing more than his toys as he goes there to escape from his current reality, but of course, at the very end of each and every day and when he's stumbling his way home does he notice, that nothing could really change that reality.
likes:
✿ dreaming, escaping the world for a few seconds.
✿ eating. goddamn nutella.
✿ partying. dancing helps relieve his stress.
✿ being right. winning.
✿ something competitive.
dislikes:
✿ admitting defeat or loss.
✿ waking up early.
✿ vegetables & dark chocolate.
✿ being looked down upon.
✿ cleaning.
hobbies:
✿ playing soccer.
✿ dancing, but only when he's bored.
✿ sleeping. (it's a hobby, right)
habits:
✿ getting lost in thoughts, daydreaming.
✿ has a habit of not being able to stand in a place for too long.
✿ wrinkles/wiggles his nose when he's confused, lies or is scared.
fears:
✿ needles.
✿ being alone all the time.
trivia:
✿ he loves to sleep and eat.
✿ a low tolerance when it comes to wine.
✿ the language of sarcasm is his favorite.
✿ milk chocolate is his weakness.
✿ is secretly obsessed with penguins.
you make me go crazy
what is your last wish?:
To be wanted. Though, Ansook will never ever admit to it, he wants to feel as if he belonged and had a special place in the cold and harsh world because the feeling of having someone care for you -- of having someone stand by your side, was something he truly never ever felt and honestly it was the only thing he had ever secretly wished for.
To see the face of his mother. He had always loathed her with a passion, but in the end she was nothing more than a blank face to him. It was true when they say `no matter what, every child craves for their parents`, because even if he wanted to make then crumble underneath his finger tips, he still wanted to witness her existence. See her smile, hear her voice -- just simply be near her, her, his mother.
do you (as your character) know (how) you will die?: no.
do you tell anyone?: nope. he felt like no one would truly care.
are you afraid to die?: rather than dying -- ansook's afraid of having a death that no one would cry at.
how do you handle being told you're going to die?:
He scoffs. He was playing around in the harsher parts of society, death was always around the corner for him. He was warned of what he was getting into and his 'family' wasn't filled with rainbows and unicorns but still he couldn't back out now.
does this knowledge change your lifestyle?:
He continues his lifestyle. He continues partying and getting messed up every day. However, when realizing the shinigami was quite truthful and sincere with his words, Ansook tries to back out and leave his family for good. For his surviving days he tries to become a normal person, he tires to get a better and rightful job and he tries to change every bad thing about him but it doesn't always work out.
who dies?:
Considering the life-style of ansook, it would be easier for him to die. it would also be a way for him to finally escape eveyrthing, But still either character dying is fine by me. why is this so sad? D;
THE MURDERED:
1. why have you chosen to leave the "family"?
He was getting tried. He wanted to take his mask off now. His 'family' wasn't his family at all and he knew he was nothing more than a money-maker to them as well. The scars left on his body where not even close to the painful scars left in his heart. From birth till now he was surrounded with complete strangers, hence, he thought that sticking to the gang would change that. He thought that claiming these people around him would make him different from those that walked the streets alone, however, only at the very end, when he realized he was finally going to die did he notice that he didn't want to end it off as someone that was nothing more than a coward. So, with much determination, he made up his mind. He was going to leave and he was going to leave for good. This life-style he was living was not the life-style he wanted and he was going to change that before he hit his death bed.
2. how do you hide from them?
By simply going along with it. By collecting and transferring black money and by helping torment those that go against the gang, Ansook hides it from them by simply being their little puppy. He was a coward to do otherwise. His fingers would tremble at the thought of going against his family because he knew what would happen if he did. Ansook had witnessed it a couple of times, actually. Those from the gangs had no such thing as mercy in their dictionary.
a black shadow awakens in me
background:
Ansook's life was simply; one wrong turn. Parents? The precious love from a mother and the strong protection from a father, Yong Ansook didn't know what that felt like. Raised by Seungwon since the first moment he could remember, the male never knew what it felt like having parents. Seungwon was his only guardian. Though, who needed them anyway? Ansook, didn't know what the exact reason to why he was forced to grow up without a father and without a mother, but he didn't care. His parents were nothing to him. If they had the thought of abandoning their child, leaving him at the doorsteps of someone else, they didn't need his love or worry and so his whole life was spent at the orphanage. Though, unlike most stories, it wasn't something he detested. In fact, it became his home and it became something that held his most precious memories to him, but of course, every story doesn't have a happy-ending and the moment he was able to leave the place, that one wrong turn was made.
Wandering the streets helpless, it eventually became his second home the moment he ran into the gang. They noticed the fresh meat and didn't hesitate to turn him into one of them. It was quite an easy task as Ansook didn't even complain. The urge to have a 'family' (that was what lured him in the first place) was way to strong that he didn't think twice about the after-effects. - And soon, here he was. Nothing more than another fish they captured as nothing but regret filled Ansook's eyes.
family:
guardian | cha seungwon | 47 | worker at the orphanage | stubborn. charismatic. fearless. | alive
Seungwon was the only person in the whole wide world that defined 'family' for Ansook. Living in a orphanage like it was his home, Ansook, from the moment he knew how to talk till the moment he finally became an adult, was always with the other. To him, Seungwon was nothing more than his unofficial father and it made perfect sense since the other basically acted like it. Always standing underneath his winged arm, there was not a single moment Ansook didn't feel protected. Though, Seungwon was one with few compliments, when he did say one, the male knew it meant straight from the heart and truly their relationship was nothing more than a bond between a father and a son as the other wouldn't hesitate to smack Ansook with a rolled up newspaper, nor forcefully lecture proper sense into his brain. Eventually, though, all of that cut off the moment Ansook stepped outside the orphanage, he had to be independent now and due to his rather high pride, he avoided going back and meeting the other and simply telling him how much he missed him. He wanted to show that he could be perfectly fine on his own, however, because of that the relationship between Seungwon and him unfortunately disappeared. Though, Ansook didn't want to leave without saying his goodbyes, so, in the end, he visits him one more time -- just to inform the other of his death.
friends:
friend | kim myungsoo | 21 | fellow gang member | emotionless. heartless. silent. | alive.
Friend? Could he even say that? Kim Myungsoo was more like an acquaintance. Of course, Ansook had no friends, but the other was someone that somehow resembled the small lad of himself. They were both young and lost in the world. However, the other didn't seem to mind it as much as Ansook did. Their first introduction was because the boss had paired them together for a certain task of collecting a pile of cash from some next criminal and though, Myungsoo wasn't someone Ansook had lovable conversations with, (the two barley talk at times), he was someone that the other had found had a very strange aura to him and somehow that strange aura was rather ... comforting.
close friend | jung nicole | 22 | fellow gang member | beautiful. talented. demanding. | alive.
She was one of the few females within the gang. However, she was the scariest. Not taking from no one that was exactly how Ansook and her met (through a bicker because Ansook refused to listen to her orders during a task) nonetheless, that was also how she was able to step in the shoes of his unofficial mother. Always nagging yet worrying Ansook felt the strange comfort of home when he was around her.
rival:
founder | park junjin | 32 | gang leader | cruel. manipulating. ruthless | alive.
He was the one that ran the gang. He was also the one that called in all those heartless and merciless orders in which an eye, two fingers maybe even a arm would be ripped from that pitiful but also stupid little mouse that got trapped in his cheating games. Junjin was the one that bought Ansook into the much deeper and darker part of society, he was the one that taught him how to live without a heart and he was the main reason why Ansook wanted to escape and run away. The man was nothing but evil. Hatred ran in his blood like vitamins and so, Ansook promised when he escaped, (if he escaped) he would come back and show that master of his what he had learned from him over the past years.
Ex(es): --
i want to hide you in my arms
Degree: Even though he's not a student he wishes to go into business.
Major: --
job?: A henchman for his gang. Also a partime bartender at a club.
let's erase everything
Does he know any of the other 7 guys? If yes, state why?:
The Rational Mind ; Ansook had unknowingly met him when he had decided to apply as a bartender at the male's nightclub.Though, seeing him as no more than a boss, Ansook could barely carry a decent conversation without feeling anxious or nervous. The Rational Mind was also the only one that had given him a job even after knowing he was a member of the gangs and truly, Ansook thought of him as a life-saviour.
Who does he get along best with? Why? How do they interact?:
The Accident ; Maybe it`s the fact that they both had no true expectations in life -- or the fact they both lacked someone that could help piece their life back together, but either way, The Accident was one of the few people Ansook felt strangely comfortable with. The male seemed to know the exact pain of being neglected and unwanted, he also seemed to know the sheer pleasure of partying and sticking a needle down your vein, and thus, to Ansook, he was truly one of the few he could sit back and relax with.
Who does he not get along with? Why? How do they interact?:
The Newcomer ; Alright, Maybe he doesn`t truly think that, but sometimes (especially when the other explains his hatred towards humans) Ansook wishes to step on that big head of his. Their relationship more of a cat-dog one but at the end of the day it`s just Ansook pretending to hate the other.
The Suicided ; To Ansook, The Suicided seemed like someone that took life for granted. His personality a bit too care-free, riskful and childish. It was by first impression that Ansook felt like they weren`t going to develop anywhere, it was sarcasm on sarcasm when they were around each other -- but eventually and hopefully that might change.
one by one, except for us
Love Interest Plot Line: the newcomer.
First Meeting/First Impression:
Ansook's first impression of the other was that he simply had waaaay too much to drink. I mean, reaper really? How intoxicated could you have been to think up something as stupid as that. ( as for the first meeting, the lovely partner can pick, if not, it could be during Ansook's part-time at the nightclub)
How does he treat you?: Considering his hatred for humans, The NewComer is definitely not all sugary and sunshines with Ansook.
How do you treat him?:
After getting used to The Newcomer's sudden existence, Ansook's stubborn side always tended to greet him first. He obviously didn't need someone to constantly remind him of his unexpected death and since he realized the other had a strong and complete hatred towards every single human out there, he felt like it was only fair for him to develop a sudden hatred towards even single reaper. However, nothing is ever properly planned out and followed and eventually, Ansook was swarmed by those disgusting butterflies in his stomach. He knew what that meant but of course he didn't want to admit it, -- (it made him especially sulky when he realized all the other reapers treated their humans good too), however, still at the end of the day, the male had always found himself itching for the other's attention. Whether it was for a second or two, Ansook somehow secretly wanted the other to notice him. Though, of course, with the amount of pride and trust issues he had, he was never going to admit to that.
Love Rival:
love rival | lee sungjong | 20 | reaper | pretty. confident. dramatic | alive.
Ansook wasn't sure why, but somehow, the moment these two met, something bad flamed between them. Lee Sungjong was close to being a flawless character and he obviously knew it, thus the reason he enjoyed flaunting around his existence. He wasn't a part of the rebellion because he didn't care much about humans, it was not in his job contract to do so anyways. Nonetheless, the flame between them grew only when Ansook realized that the male's eyes were also directed onto the newcomer and god no, Ansook wasn't going to let Sungjong get away with his giggles and grins and his perfect flirting techniques this time. because this battle was definitely going to end in Ansook's victory.
so that it's only you and me remaining here
questions/comments/concerns: gaaah. i hope i didn't make him too sobbish and the personality == aah. my mind isn't working. aha. but i do hope you like him. had quite the fun with the application. :)
scene requests:
✿ a moment in which ansook almost breaks down but tries his best not to.
✿ reuniting with seungwon and telling him about his possible death.
✿ nice between him and the new-comer? aha.
password:
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