So wow a lot has happened lately.

1) I almost failed a couple of my classes senior year (I wouldn't have had enough credits to graduate) but I managed to bring my grades up at the last moment and graduate on time.

2) on top of that my dad moved to Japan and I wanted to go love with him so while I was struggling to get my grades up I also had to get my organized and paperwork filled out all without a drivers license and a car to get me around.

Anyway I'm here now (been here for a month) and I'm finally settled in and signed up for college as well as a driving permit and I'm so excited because my first day of college starts on Monday as well as my drivers ed class. I have also managed to get my hands on a car so as soon as I get my license I'm free! Oh my gosh I'm so happy right now I can't even begin to tell you, most of all I'm just happy to be away from my mom who has control issues and has (as I've recently found out) been emotionally abusing me since I was little. I'm sorry if this sounds like I'm gloating or what not but I'm just so happy to be mostly stress free right now that I just felt like I needed to tell the world.

i also have to give my thanks to VIXX whose happy faces and bright personalities managed to get me through these tough times by continuously putting a smile on my face. If only they knew how much I would look forward to Tuesdays when the new VIXX TV would be released and how much easier life became just because they made me laugh. 사랑해요  빅스!!!