I CRY EVERYTIME I SEE HOYA'S FACE ON MY PHONE, COMPUTER, FILE, MAGAZINES ETC. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME??!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY SINCE IT'S MY COUSINS WEDDING BUT WHY AM I CRYING JUST BECAUSE OF ONE GUY WHO DOESN'T KNOW I EXIST AT ALL!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!! I ALWAYS DAYDREAM ABOUT HOYA. BUT I KNOW IT'S NEVER GONNA WORK BUT AM I CRYING OVER THAT OR BECAUSE I'M SENSITIVE? I'M CONFUSED *POUTS AND CRY*