Help me my saviours

for i am weak

and i cannot move on from my ex boyfriend

theres this pain inside of me that comes up whenever i see him

like a gunshot going through my heart.

and its not good, since we have class together sometimes.

and hes always around people i know

and he keeps popping up onto my tl on twitter

even after i unfollowed him since people love retweeting his tweets

and the thing thats the most heartbreaking for me is,

he used to be my bestfriend.

i dont usually miss people

and i certainly dont miss him

but

sometimes i think of him and just think

maybe

just maybe

i still have a chance

i dont think it's him i miss

i think what i miss so dearly is,

our friendship.