So I made this a long time ago will not really that long maybe it was last month *i forgot :3. Anyway I don't know what came to me but I just had the urge to write this, I was actually just staring at the XOXO poster of EXO and I think I was spacing out that time and I was listening to K.Will's We Never Go Alone, I got bit carried away and I was thinking how all my love for kpop started and how it started with my bias.

I was hesitating if I should post it or not but it won't hurt if I did right :)
I made a title for it but I don't know if it fits. [JUST DON'T TAKE IT TO SERIOUSLY AND I'M SORRY IF EVER I MAY HURT YOUR FEELING THROUGH THIS. I actually let my bestfriends read this and they said that it's sad but still it's the truth.]

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Listen to this:

To My Bias,

YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME, BUT WHO AM I TO YOU? A FAN? A SUPPORTER? CAN I EVER BE MORE THAN THAT?

OF COURSE NOT. WHAT YOU CALL FAN SERVICE I CALL LOVE SERVICE.

YOU CALL ME  A FAN I CALL YOU MY HUSBAND.

ISN’T THIS WORLD JUST UNFAIR?  I’M JUST ANOTHER FAN TO YOU. A GIRL WHO COULD NEVER REACH YOU.

THE WORST PART IN THIS REALITY IS THAT WE LIVE IN SEPARATE WORLDS. YOU’RE AN IDOL, I’M JUST A FAN.

THEIR ARE CHANCES THAT I COULD SEE YOU. BUT THEN IT WOULD ONLY LOOK LIKE I’M CHASING OVER IMPOSSIBLE THINGS.

LIKE  A STAR YOU’RE SO CLOSE, YET SO FAR

THERE ARE INSTANCES WHERE I TRY MY BEST TO GET OVER YOU, BUT IT’S SO HARD TO FORGET SOMEONE WHO GAVE YOU SO MUCH TO REMEMBER.

I ASK MYSELF WHY COULND’T I FORGET SOME LIKE YOU.

THE ANSWER IS BECAUSE YOU GAVE ME SO MUCH, WHICH I WOULD NEVER IMAGINE HAVING.

BEING ABLE TO SMILE JUST BY LOOKING AT YOU THROUGH PICTURES IN THE INTERNET.

LAUGHING AT YOUR VIDEOS WHICH I CAN’T EVEN UNDERSTAND.

TRYING MY BEST TO NOT GET UPSET WHEN YOU’RE BEING PAIRED WITH OTHER GIRLS.

PRETENDING TO NOT CARE ABOUT ALL YOUR HATERS AND DEFENDING YOU TILL THE END.

SUPPORTING ALL THE EVENTS THAT YOU MAKE WHICH I CAN NEVER GO.

ENVYING THE PEOPLE THAT COULD MEET AND TALK TO YOU.

SPAZZING AT YOUR CUTE AND DORKY ACTIONS.

FEELING DOWN THAT I’M NOT YOUR IDEAL TYPE OF GIRL.

AND BEING MELTED  AWAY WITH HAPPINESS JUST BY HEARING YOUR VOICE.

I’M LOVING SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T EVEN KNOW I EXIST, WHO DOESN’T KNOW THAT I LIVE AND BREATH.

WHO DOESN’T KNOW THAT MY HEART BEATS FOR HIM, IT BEATS FOR AND IDOL.

PEOPLE MAY CALL ME CRAZY BUT WHY WOULD I CARE? IT WAS NEVER WRITTEN THAT IT IS WRONG TO LOVE SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T LOVE YOU BACK,

 MORE OVER SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T KNOW I EVEN EXIST.

THROUGH YOU I LEARNED SO MUCH, TO WAIT, TO UNDERSTAND, AND LEARN THAT I COULD NEVER HAVE EVERYTHING THAT I WANT.

THERE ARE TIMES THAT I WISH THAT I HAVE NEVER MET YOU, BUT WHAT WOULD MY LIFE BE WITHOUT YOU.

WHAT WOULD IT BE LIKE NOT MEETING YOU, NOT BEING ABLE TO HEAR YOUR VOICE

NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE MY IDOL, MY BIAS, THE PERSON THAT MADE ME LAUGH AND SMILE.

I WOULD NEVER REGRET SEEING YOU EVEN JUST THROUGH THE SCREEN ON MY COMPUTER.

I WOULD NEVER REGRET FALLING FOR YOU. BECAUSE MY STORY STARTED THE DAY I SAW MY IDOL. MY STORY STARTED THE DAY I  BECAME YOUR FAN.

From Your FAN.

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I own this 100% MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So what do you guys think? Is my english bad? Can anyone suggest any title for it?

I'm sorry if their are grammar errors.