I need to stop getting married to my friends. Something bad always happens. My first marriage went bad because the girl I was married to started skipping school, smoking, and drinking and I was not going to deal with that anymore so we stop being friends with her saying "f**k up"and I said "That's nice I guess we won't be seeing each other anymore more. My second wife was the best tho. She was always there for me, she helped me get there my emotional problems, and doesn't mind me doing skinship with her. We just took a "break" mostly because I dropped her twice on accented at school when I picked bridal style. She keeps moving it wasn't my fault -_-. Lastly my current wife is dating someone now which I didn't mind because in a way I've kind of helped them together but now she's like ingoring me for him. It's sooo annoying. I slept over her hous one time and all sh talked about was him and she texting him the whole time. I'm a loving person I can't help it even if I mean sometimes I just can't help but to love everyone. Why? I don't know but being so ingored is heartbreaking an she can be really blind to my feelings too. Once I asked her to my homecoming because she goes to a different school. She said yes and I was really happy because we finally get to spend time together just the two of us and meeting a couple of my friends but then later on she ask to bring her boyfriend. You can image how pissed I was and then deciede not to bring her and lying saying the guest forms deadlina already passed. I've never been so hurt and she doesn't even knows it. I guess I shouldn't take this so seriously because it's fake right? But I have a fake wife so I won't be trying to get a boyfriend and do the little things I want in a relationship with a guy like holding hands, giving cute message, and saying i love you and stuff but it's kind of hard doing that if you can't get a hold of your wife because she's in "honeymoon". I do want to break it off but I don't wanna end your friendship just our marriage and I don't what to do..