Tell Me that My Anger is Justified
So as most of you know, I broke up with my boyfriend last week. I've been happy, but I realized just now he still has a hold on me. I've been thinking I'm free but I'm not because he still won't talk to me (he just keeps on saying "nothing I would say would matter" and I'm still trying to convince him that's not the point) and I can't properly move on until he's told me his response to everything I said.
I am so ing mad, because for a week I've thought myself free and happy and it took me a week to realize I'm in pain still if not in more pain I can't end it like I did last time. I can't end it because he's the only one who can end it and he won't. So I'm stuck here when all I want to do is move the on with my life and I can't.
Tell me now. Tell me it's okay to be angry. Because I want to believe it is, but I'm so mad I feel like I hate him and I don't want to hate him at all.
Comments