I am here... stating things regarding what Donghae is noticing.... It is about what he eventually knows or discovered... about "ELFs" transferring to other fandoms....

I've been concern about this since like I don't know when... I guess... honestly, i've concern about this after EXO started to Boom... I guess, hopefully you understand what i meant... that after EXO came, "ELFs" or some... started to like them... I am not implying things.... but that is my thoughts.... Of course I don't have the rights to stop them for liking the group they want... it's their life anyway.. why do I even care.... 

Its just that... It hurts honestly... as a fan of Suju... an ELF... i am hurt seeing that.... it hurts to know that they are transferring to other groups.... you know... it hurts more... when one of your friends from being an ELF turn into an EXOTICS... I know i can't dictate her to like Suju if she likes EXO more now.... I dont know how to express or to say my words properly... its hard to voice this out....

But.... don't we promise to believe on them?.... stay with them?... just because they're starting to enter military services and started to go hiatus on their career, we're going to find a new one... younger one to be exact....

OK!.... maybe i kind of fine with just them liking EXO more than Suju now... but the thing that hurts... is SOME are saying that Suju is old already.... they're an ELF before... how could they have the guts to say that??.... just because they find a new and younger group they will have the guts to utter that?!!... STUPID.... are you really an Elf before or you're just acting and trying and i dont know other sh*t, like you are one of us?.... i mean its not bad to like other groups, yes.. but trash talking or bashing them after you found a new one?... you got to be kidding me....

Just like what i've said.... i am deeply hurt about this and sort of... no completely disappointed about this....

and the mere fact that Donghae already discover about this thing... you know..... it hurts more.... when you're the idol and suddenly your fans are turning their back and leaving you.... Its an insecurity.... 

and for your information... those idols you are liking now... not just EXO( ok i just set them as an Example... i dont hold grudge on them oK!!, but its sorta true as well anyway.. about things i've said on the upper part) are going to age someday.... they are going to enter the military as well.... so... when that time comes?... are you leaving and are you going to find a new one?.... i dont doubt it.. it will surely happen....  and you know what.... you are aging too.... you will not be forever young.... so dont talk as if you're going to be young forever.... 

I dont hold grudges on them... to those that left... i am just deeply hurt about their acts and what it cause to Suju... and i am dissappointed to their act as well.... 

but dont mind me... this is just full rambling... you might not understand what i wanted to imply :DD 

anyway... to those that are still with suju... of course me as well..... let's just not mind those people and just make our oppas feel our love.... let us prove them that they are not our lost... its those fans lost.... 

Suju is the idol that treats their fans as royalties... as if they are the only people that matters the most to them.... where will you find an idol like them?... no where... just in our hearts.... who we called Super Junior!!

(whaha... i should stop this random rambling because its toooooo long now and do my homeworks... :DD haven't done any of it :DD)

PS. to those Exotic-ELF fans out there... dont hate me!! ok... >< it's just my thoughts... i am not a hater ^^ i hope you could understand what i'm feeling :DD

#FOREVERELF