Ok. So let's do a 'what if' story.

What if you are in another country for a trip and you left ur friends?

what if you are online and you see what your friends post?

what if you read the posts and it sounds really happy?

what if you feel left out?

what if this happens even before you left your home country.

What if you were really happy hours before you read the posts?

What if you don't want this to ruin your vacation but it already did?

what if you think to yourself that you can't smile sincerely the next day for other people?

what if the first impression on you from other people is bad?

What if you think that it's all those posts fault?

what if you go back to your home country?

what if nothing changes and you still feel left out like before?

what if you had to pretend to be happy infront of them?

what if they never found out the truth?

What if you're just a fake person on the outside to make other people happy becuase of your beautiful smile?

what if you never thinked about making yourself happy?

What if this last 4eva until you grow older and eventually go on a LONG vacation up in the sky?

What if your friends won't even notice that deep deep inside them that they feel a bit of guilt?

What if you did had friends beside you that felt the same way?

what if you did talk to them but you still had to fake it?

This history of a friendship is what nobody would ever want.

I got this idea from a old friend of mine who I was talking to. It's kind of a story from her friend idk. Names not to be mentioned. Party true partly not.