I just want to sit here and bawl. why am I such a ing idiot. I am the dumbest dumb you will ever meet. I left a 3 week homework until the last minute. After all my teacher has gone on about expecting the best I produce absolute crappy utter bull. What I'm also upset about is my parents. they expect the best and ladaa all that crap how could I just ignore that and do nothing? I deserve to die. Why do I have no self control over myself? for s sake I'm in the advanced class for thiss class. This gets sent off to ing cambridge. my life. I really really want to cry but it's not in my personality