Finally.

 

Finally, a decision's made.

 

I’m walking out of here, with my dignity scattered and my dreams all broken.

 

I didn’t spend my time just to gain a broken heart and an identity lost.

 

I admit, I enjoyed it. It was good while it lasted. Nevertheless, all good things have an end and its coming fast.

 

I haven’t told you yet my reason, I know. That would be because, I already ran out of reasons. I got tired of thinking plausible alibis and bulls. I just wanted to be honest for the very last time.

 

You broke my break too many times now. How was I able to keep it all in for those months? I have no idea how I endured it. All I know was that, my limit has been reached and its time to let go.

 

It seemed like you really didn’t see me. You were looking through me. Wasn’t my everything enough for you?

 

I tried to be a good girl, tried to think the way you do. But that wasn’t enough for you to see the real me.

 

“There are no stupid questions, only stupid people asking questions.”

 

Remember that? That comment stuck on me like a glue. So, that’s how you see me? Just a stupid person with a lot of nonsense questions.

 

You were my reason why I was still clinging to this. I was hoping that one day, you’d realize my worth and keep me for real.

 

I didn’t need your sympathy. What I needed were your praises.

 

I hate it when all of the people, you’re the one who’s looking down on me. I know I had my circus stunts with you and I regret each and every move that I made.

 

You wouldn’t get to read this, I know. However, I hope that when I whisper my goodbye to the nearing New Year, you’d hear it and feel my lost.

 

I might not have  been a big part of your life, but you were in mine.

 

So, to you Sun Bae. . .

 

Thank you for breaking my heart, I had another reason to live. That is to gather the pieces and to put it back together.

 

Thank you for making me see that I was lost, I had another reason to move on. That is to find myself in a new journey.

 

Annyonghi kyeshipshiyo Sun ba