Basically, I am dying guilt now because I just broke my hiatus on twitter after less than a day yesterday. What made me went back wasn't even the hero promotion (I succeed in stopping myself from doing so YAY) but it was the fact that IU was going on Incarnation and talking about her scandal with hyukjae AGAIN after so many months. I feel really annoyed by it because why does she have to bring up something so long ago and it even has to coincide with her current promotion. Oh what a coincidence. Well, you may think that I am just being overly possessive as a fangirl or whatever sorts. Though I once called IU a (I wasn't really thinking) and yes I admit I was one of those real possessive fangirls, but I am sure I went past the stage whereby I think that oppa is mine and I'll marry him one day (even though I do say that sometimes, I really don't ing mean it). Personally, I don't mind hyukjae being in a relationship and is happy and everything because grow up, he would have to find his own happiness ((maybe donghae)) one day. He can't be single for the rest of his life and die as a lonely old man. That isn't even realistic. What I was really angry about was the fact that IU treated everything like a ing joke. Throughout the entire show, she just kept laughing and saying things that didn't even make sense like finding the person who created the rumour of the marriage and pregnancy and also should she apologize to her fans or hyukjae? she sounded like a drunkard or someone high on drugs okay I don't even know. Her irresponsibility in dealing in this issue makes me want to puke. She even said that she was angry that she had to miss a movie premier on the day of the scandal. Firstly, the fact that her apology was so insincere just made me unhappy. Ultimately, she was the one that accidentally posted the picture and not even hyukjae but hyukjae was the one who got all the hate. He silently accepted it all and didn't wish to blow up the matter. She could still say things like she didn't care about all the hate comments. To be really honest, if she had sincerely apologized for her mistake, I wouldn't be angry at all because people do make mistakes but laughing like it's a joke wasn't the way to go. Secondly, she is a solo artist and obviously the responsibility that she had to bear was boiled down to only her alone but for hyukjae, it was so much more. He is part of a group, not just any random group but a really popular group I would say and this news isn't only about him but it affects the entire group as well. In super junior, it isn't about one person when he gets into trouble but the entire group together as one. Lastly, she hurt so many people including hyukjae, donghae, sj and even her fans but she doesn't even seem like she has a single bit of remorse in her. Idek why she can even do that in front of national television I really can't. Ps I can't believe hyukjae even asked her if she was okay or even liked her in the first place. But well I guess THAT'S WHY HE'S MY BIAS On a side note, eunhae it's time for you guys to go on incarnation n__n