bad place

I've been progressively getting more and more irrate with simple everyday things, and honestly I'm about ready to scream. Things I know are meant to be jokes piss me off, customers at my job piss me off, coworkers, family...take a pick. Being alone looks so appealing right now, but can't do that. If I snap I'm a bad person. If I try to argue my pov I'm a bad person. I'm clearly not trying hard enough and at 25, I'm clearly not successful enough to meet certain standards. That's it. I'm done. Or so I say, but let's face it, everyone around me knows I'm a people pleaser and I'm going to do what most say...which only increases my resentment, but can't feel that or it'll be twisted back on me.....the only exceptions right now are a FEW of my friends and my dog. Yup, I'm a horrible person. Now what else is new?

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