The title says it. Gosh I hate it when ppl don't clean after themselves whetthers its crap that u did or just cleaning. If you know how to touch u know how to do. I'm just so sick of it I guess. And I'm home for. College too. Great. I just can stand it anymore I guess. There are man times where I just want to cry bc of all the pressure and just everything but I'm those ppl who don't wanna show that side I guess. It makes me "look" weak. I guess you can say I'm those up-front ppl. Looks happy on the outside but on the inside I'm not. Idk I'm just sick of the naggings and how ppl don't help out. Yes I can be lazy and yes I go on my phone a lot but at least o know when to help. I hate it how ppl are waiting for to do things. And I hate it how I get compared to my others and how sometimes ppl think I'm MT older sisters and crap. Well guess what I'm not. I've always wanted attention from my parents like how my older sisters get but hell no I can only keep on wishing. I just hate it. You've tried and tried yet nothing right? I'm the middle child sort of so I guess that makes sense according statistic. Idk this was supposed to be summer break but hehe. NOPE! Idk if I'm getting a grad party too bc my great grams recently passed away. I'm not blaming her! Still got August.I guess u can say that I'm mad that my older sisters are on a missions trip and r gonna miss the funeral, but w/e I don't give a darn anymore. It is what it is I guess. I just hate waiting. I have bad patience and I'm short tempered. Well around my family. I'm more calm with my friends. Plus I guess going to. College is stressing me out too but w/e. I only want to go to my college in town for a year and transfer but we'll see. I want to take Korean language but I don't want to ho to that school that offers it. I want to go somewhere far. Start new. But I'm not a people talking person so that's kind of hard. But dang so much for summer vacation. I guess ranting here relieved some stress :)