I think what I needed was some "real life" stuff I guess. Like today my guy friend sent me texts that his ex girlfriend texted him about how she like misses him. and wow its fanfic worthy..

and I told him that. And he said he'd read it if I wrote it.

But then I looked at his twitter later and he was like.

"SO I'M STARRING _____'S NEXT FANFIC????"

He's so clueless. smh. I'd obviously change it to a kpop idol or else it wouldnt be fanfiction...

And then today I went through my tumblr and looked at all my depressing stuff and some happy things.

AND I THINK ITS COMING BACK

I HAVE INSPIRATION FOR ANGST ESPECIALLY

WOOOOH

i know i barely tweeted that problem like today,

but I have been dealing with this for like one or two weeks okay.