I would like to apologize to everyone. Especially to those who think I've been ignoring them.

I've been dealing with a depression and logging in here was just to much for me to bear at the time.

I'm really sorry, I will try my very best to be more active since I do like it here.

the things I have been unwilling to tell you all is just that. I have a really bad depression. Full blown panic attacks and everything. 

So please understand and forgive me for being an towards all of you