WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER APPLYING FOR FICS ANYMORE
i literally start them with motivation, lose that motivation/muse/inspiration/etc and then let the app rot until the deadline for that fic passses and i WEEP BECAUSE GET UR TOGETHER, CASS AND FINISH SOME DAMN APPS
growls loudly
i spend more time writing my own fics and coming up with new ideas and new applyifcs and im just trying to sTOP BECAUSE I HAVE SO MUCH TO WORK ON BUT LIKE !!!!!!!! IDEAS !!!!!!!!!!!!!! as in ideas for fics not characters/apps because idk wheer all my inspiration went for those :c
idek why im writing this but its like almost 6am and i usually lose my mind around 4am and start making decisions i probably regret in the morning but idc because i have crAMPS AND I DONT WANT TO BE A GIRRRRRRRRRRL
growls more
what is going on in this blog post because idk myself like thsi is literally #cassat6am and you know what? ill make this relevant to veryones interests with this:
because everyone needs more suho in their life ok
does anyone even have any time to format things because i don't lol
ok im done being stupid idk why you guys add me because like ide talk to a lot of you or spend a lot of tiem on aff except to post chapters for my fics idk
im going to go cry over tonight's wolf performance on inki because somehow all of exo managed to look good AT THE SAME TIME
its mindblowing, really
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