seriously, how i wish i can read their mind

does he really love me?

does he even care about me?

does he love games/movies/series than me?

his friends' safety is more important than me?

is he tired of me?

does he really wants to get married?

:( 

if only i knew, i can made up my mind to really truly appreciate him or just dump him?

but suddenly,

he will message me like nothing happen... if we had a fight

he will not entertain my pms mood... he really ignore me! chencha!

and when i sulk, he won't try to win me instead he will blame me and tell me he is tired of it

i end up giving in

huuuuu...

i hate that i looove u!!!