I'm not the crybaby type but today ... I cried badly because I missed my first football and netball training ... What I mean by cry is crying badly .... T^T

Actually , I don't know who's fault because the training started at 4:30 and ended at 6 . My mother also has to send my brother back to hostel and I MUST follow them . It's very , very , very dissapoint me because I'm hoping that I can go as my mother also had promised since yesterday ...

All my friends started to call and text me and of course I'm stressed ! This year is my last year with my beloved friends which I know since 5 years ago and this is the first time I asked my mother if I can join them . My first request without any respond .. 

It's really unfair ! I sacrifise everything so that family comes first but nobody realises it .. I think better if after this I just become EVIL ...  Like Evil Maknae although I'm not the youngest in my family .. :DD

There was one day which I really wanted to spend it with my friends .... Shopping and hanging out together ... But I didn't tell my parents about it because there will be a wedding ceremony at  my grandparent's house ... I didn't tell about my wish  ... Nobody can understand what I'm doing and if you guys wanna know ... I never cried if there are someone leaving or something like that .. They are not die of course ...

P/S : I never said to my family clearly that I love them .. Except my father ... But if one day they read this blog post  I just wanna say it clear right now ... That I LOVE YOU GUYS !

Well it's kinda embarrasing right ?? But I've nobody to express my feelings ... So I just write it here .. :)