Aish.. It's been months but still I can't update my on-going fanfic story: Luckily @AFF :( *sigh* I can't gather my thoughts, my words although it's already printed in my head however I don't know how to write it! Damn it! Even my feelings with regards how the characters should be in the next chapter, how the story progress in the next chapter. I'm hopeless..

I need some mood and I don't wanna be disturb!!! Whenever I try to continue it that is also the time their presence pops out nowhere simply to annoy me, judging on what I'm doing! My God, have pity on me this is my way to survive, I'm not good in expressing things, my emotions by mouth. I rather endure chest pain than crying in front of everyone while I'm conveying what I am feeling right now. I can't take that, I'm not a bold person>_<

Writing for me, it's not just a passion or some others think it as a talent nevertheless for me, it's more than that, more than for a survival really yet it is my only resort to escape from what I am right now, from where I am.. At least writing stories made my dreams come true while my eyes open.:'(

I am really sorry, deeply sorry guys for the long wait, I've been busy with work and studies. And now, I have emotional problems or family problem I guess? Which is my REAL problem that is why I can't update or even write some one shot stories. Promise, I will continue it. No!! I will definitely finish the said story and write some more. I need to look for myself first.. I hope you understand.

By the way, thank you so  much for supporting 'Luckily' and other of my stories. *bows*