SMTOWN NYC '11.

yeah, I went there<3.

It was such a dream come true TT______TT
LET ME TELL YOU ALL WHAT HAPPENED. <3333 Ohhhh my gosh
I have butterflies in my stomach just thinking about it. So. I was NOT
in General Admission, and the people there were getting pictures from
all the kpoppers and shirts thrown at them and I was like "-____- I'm
so jelly...I wish I got attention from my favorite idols like those rich ez."
So.
Suju<3 came on and sang U<3 and I was like ;_; "so beautiful..."
(side note: my biases in Suju are Teukie and Fishy [*ahem* Leeteuk and
Donghae])
So I stood up and made a big heart over my head with my arms and bounced up and down hysterically screaming "SARANGHAEYO~" 'cause I'm ing cool.
The stage splits into an upside down V at the end, and this is where I was:

........... yeah.
SO they're singing U and I'm doing my heart thing and
spazzing and fangirling and just being generally obsessive.
WHEN. Donghae comes walking down "my" half of the V and is like
right. there. (See blue X). I keep freaking out and doing my heart thing.
HE POINTS AT ME.
AND GRINS AND WAVES AT ME.
AND GIVES ME A BIG- ARM HEART.

my face = 8D TT_TT ><
SO I GIVE HIM MORE ING ARM HEARTS AND WE WAVE AND ARM HEART FOR LIKE FOUR WHOLE SECONDS AND IT WAS ING MAGICAL.

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WORDS CANNOT EXPRESS. I can't even....
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I pretty much died on the spot.

AND THEN.

At the end of the concert when everyone comes
out in their matching t-shirts and dances around,
He AND Teukie saw me and they both waved.
Like, I almost peed myself.
And I'm only like 75% sure of this but I think Onew
and Key waved at me. It was either that or my general
direction. BUT STILL. I think Onew and I made eye
contact O.O
anyways....

LEE MOTHEREFFING DONGHAE I MOTHEREFFING LOVE YOU TOO<3.
I'm so happy you guise ;_;

My dreams pretty much came true. Goddamn.
I've been telling everyone about it. Dammit I have butterflies again :)
I'm just waiting anxiously for a Donghae focus U fancam so I
can find the part where he armhearts me and I can cry hysterically
and gif-ify it and set it as my permanent DP and dream about it every
night. <3

I love my lifeeeeeeee<3 And Donghae <333333 And my life<3
But mostly Donghae ^.^