OMG... i just want to share how i felt when I saw Jungshin. I went to the press con this afternoon in SM Megamall. I was about to give up and just go since theres LOTS  of people and I am faaaar way back. But thanks to my lovely sister, she insisted to stay! OMG. 

After hours of waiting, they came and went inside the backstage. But! I saw Jungshin. I dunno, but he's the only one I saw! And it was my first to scream like crazy and literally pushed people infront of me while screaming. sorry for that~ LOL. but anyway. They went on stage. I can barely see them! Even the screen, I had a hard time tiptoe-ing just to take a peek. damn. but all I can do is just steal some screen caps from the screen which is a bummer. I can't even hear their voices! 90% is all screeeaaaaaams~ seriously :)) but hell!I heard yonghwa's and jungshin's voice even its not that loud. Haha. omg~ first time to go wild and act as a FAN! first time to be in a press con and actually see an idol in flesh! OMG. but after trying my hardest just to see them fully I "gave" up and went out off the pool of people and decided to go up on the second floor... to try my luck... but then again, I failed~ Damn, people are just sooo.... daebak :))

Then I told my sister to just go down and leave. Then we reached the backstage side where there are just few people. So  I ran again near the stage to try my luck. seeing their backs is so glorious! I'm already happy just to see their backs and their side views from time to time.. BUT then again! Jungshin turn and actually face on our side. GAH!!! I can't help it! I screamed! He smiled and waved on us. Ugh~ that's that's that's~ T_T love me~! 

Then I saw people gathering up like making a way for them so we decided to go there and tried our best to be as near as possible on the "isle" but they went on the other way... lets say we're waiting on the right side but they went to the left side. So since the isle is quite clear, people started running on to the boys~! It was crazy! I also ran towards them! but I didn't see or come near to anybody EXCEPT to JUNGSHIN! I am soooooo close to him! There's an open way to him! It is so tempting! "Come~ hold me~" but but. I stopped! since I got shock and scared at the same time coz people are really going crazy! they like jump towards them! Scaring them. The security, which is twice as big as jungshin, hugged him immediately when fans started waving and shoving stuff in Jungshin's face. It's quite irritating to see people do those kind of things to them. It's soooooo... unethical. >_> I'm sorry but that like personal space already which we should respect. I wanted to touch him, but i did not coz I am not supposed to. Or whatever. But I wish I did.

He is so tall! I am just like around his armpits :)) He walks cooly as if he's just strolling in a park. Clear complexion, slim, and handsome. It is so weird for me not to actually notice or see the other members. Jungshin is just like a shining star that blurred everyone else. That's quite weird! well for me, coz my bias is Yonghwa. but but... I only see Jungshin. like seriously :)) I am so star strucked at him the moment I lay my eyes on him in person. Alright... now... Jungshin... thanks for blurring out Yonghwa on my sight. It was a pleasure to see you upclose in flesh. Its an honor and a memorable moment for me to cherish all my life. Thank you for making all my hardships and sweats worth it :) saranghae~<3