this . first of all i'm tired after the perpisahan ceremony. and having to walk from the back of school to the front because my mom's waiting there is tiring too. so i slept as soon as i came home. but then i got a text saying exo win. on music bank. and i missed it. it was fine since i was tired and i was actually very happy hearing that. but just when im about to celebrate on fb and twitter. my fat sis started scolding all about random s. i wanted to take a shower but mom said there's not enough water so i didnt and then sis went all mad. why am i not taking showers and all. and im like MY BADAN MY DECISION. okay okay calm down~.

then she started scolding me again and again. i didnt even watch the whole winning ceremony on mb. pissed. freaking pissed. then had to carry loads of water from kak as. tiring again. then mom suddenly walked up the stairs and starts blabbering about messy rooms wheres the broom so i got her the broom and she went eww no go get other broom........... i still kept my cool. As i walked down the stairs mom kept scolding and blabbering and my sis nagging. now this was too....i blew up. i screamed. im like this situation i know everyone is moody and not happy with the lack of water but why do you guys have to show it. isn't it better for everyone to just shut up or sleep or do something else besides complaining that the water ran out?

i got slapped by mom. and she said she just wished she could kill me. this . . im not mad at anyone. im mad at my situation. it's exo's first win and i cant even enjoy it for 1 minute. Exo and fans are crying happily. well, i'm crying too. but im not ing happy.