I know I'm being--

I'm really really . . . . upset something right now. /sigh/ 
 
It's just that . . . since yesterday I told my mom that me and my lil brother would buy . .  some snacks we can eat because I know I'll get hungry last night but she said no. . . 
 
A freaking no that made me cry today. Why? There's no food here. The fridge was . . . totally empty. 
 
My mom and dad had a cup of coffee and some biscuits before they went jogging these morning . .  and I was left with nothing! NOTHING! I'm freaking a picky eater in the morning! lol I started tearing up before they came home. But I don't know when they came home . . . I slept because I can't hold my hunger anymore. 
 
And my mom said that there are some snacks in their room. Yeah, they have . . . but . . Nuts? Peanuts? you want me to eat peanuts in the morning? Like the heck? I hate that . . . . but I end up eating it and gave up eating it. lol. Then I found some cereals . . YEY! I looked for freaking milk. . there's no milk. Fuuuuuuuuu-
 
I totally lost myself for food. Argh. Who can't lost herself because of hunger? or is it me only? '__' Sheez. I hate it. 
 
Before I went to sleep. . . I was planning to lock myself in the room. Yes. /sighs/ If they came home and my room is locked, that would be a nice . . . revenge lol. kidding. /facepalms/ 
 
 
And now that I woke up, there's a bunch of food but I don't have an appetite to eat some of it because of awhile ago. hahaha. But I should eat . . . because my mom might think I'm being . . . i don't know. 
 
When we ate, I just kept quiet and didn't talk at all. I just ignored them and ate. But in my mind was really mad. lol. Really mad that I didn't ate more. And when my mom talked to me, I just shook my head. My dad joked when we ate but I didn't laugh. I was like, "Yeah. Woohoo. Funny."
 
I'm still upset about that until now . . . I know I'm being childish but it's about hunger and food. I can't just let it slide. = 3 = hahahaha. 
 
When I saw what they bought, I was like, "The heck is that? The heck is these? the heck?" hahaha. 
 
My face is totally filled with pissed and anger. Why am I pissed now? Fuuuuuuuu- the way my sister wakes me up is totally piss me off that I yelled at her and told her to go away. haha.
 
asdfghjkl. /sighs/ I'll just go back to sleep or wait for 'VIXX TV' - n - 
 
. . . . ohgod. I'm starting to feel embarrassed about this blog. haha. /covers face/ 
 

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