Hi guys its Born2Beat here. I am sort of gonna do a rant. Because i cant take it anymore. 

So i have this 'Friend' of mine. She's older than me but that doesnt really matter. We are of the same age and in the same class. So we were talking in our class group when one of my friend told us and posted in the group that his leg was injured. So i was the first one to say 'get well soon'. But i wrote 'gws'. And then that friend of mine wrote 'Get Well Soon <3 (spells it out unlike some lazy )'. So she was referring to me. Is writing 'gws' not good enough? At least i made a point to say it right. I am not even using any harsh tones on you. And everytime i type something she will say 'k can' (Singaporeans know this.) Its really rude if you say  'k can' and i cant take those words. She even types 'ignored' or 'Ignores ____(the blank is my real name)' 

If you were in this situation, and if you were me, would you like this kind of friend? I am probably gonna be a ranting here but i almost thought of commiting suicide. And its now 2.03am in my place. I couldnt sleep because of what she said. I cried earlier on in the toilet. 

That 'friend' of mine always laugh. And she laughs at everything. And her laugh is in a hyena tone. jk. But its sounded like one. She keeps laughing at the number 69. Its kind of childish. Even the queenka of the school didnt like our class, they still thinked my 'friend' was the most childish. Maybe a few times you can laugh. But not always right. We get bored of it right? She thinks she is 'fabulous' or when she writes it on the group she says 'I am FAPulous xD' or 'I am the cutest'.  I am not even cursing her. I treat her like a friend. She is even my tuition friend. When we go to tuition she'd be like so friendly. Fake. I bet she hates me alot. 

But i dont think she treats me like one. Fugly. She always ask people to 'shuddup' and they dont like it too. She told me that alot of times, and even her bestfriend was told the same thing. Well her bestfriend certainly didnt like it. :/

And today we had a picnic, more like a class outing. She was invited. Me too. I had to set up the whole place (mats and food) while the rest went to play. I already told them to play far away from the sitting area because we were sitting on sand and there was food. Imagine if you play and they kick sand into the food and you eat it. Yucks right? And guess what they ignored me and continue to play near us. Finally sand came into the food. I was pretty mad at them. But i still forgave them.

She likes SNSD. So i played her favourite song of all time SNSD's 'I Got A Boy'. I told her that the song was playing and she replied 'k can' And her bestfriend was sitting beside her. She saw the whole thing and didnt even move. I turned around because i was angry. But i still hold it in. 

Well, she likes a guy. Maybe not a hot one in my eyes but certainly for her. Its too bad that the guy doesnt like her. But alot of fat dudes like her. The guy that she likes and me are quite close. We were 95% close enough. Maybe she was jealous? But she told me that she has moved on with another guy. Hey, then why do you still hate me? I am trying to ignore your 'ex-lover' just so you could be happy. 

I am hopeless arent I. Why am i doing so much for my friends. Shoudnt I be self rightous? My classmate told me to stand strong already. And he lectured me about friendship and told me how to choose real friends. 

Rightnow, shes the only one that i am sort of worried for. I dont know why. But i still care about her. Because karma will hit her in the face and i am not sure if she is strong enough to stand tall. :/

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But dont think badly of her guys, cos she is still a good person i believe. I only dislike her attitude towards me and the rest. 

Question(s): 'If you were me, what would you do? Would you like it if you had a friend like this who does this to you?' 

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