spell BITTER!!

B.I.T.T.E.R. that's ME! D: lkadfbvjhdbvsdbvjdbcvd!!! 

i can't even.. seriously.. this is what i hate about myself..

everytime..just everytime.. i feel like this.. ;A;

and i eventually get mad after realizing that i'm thinking of these things..

/iknowimakenosensesoi'msorryandthankyouforreadingifeveryoureadthis:)

anyhoo.. i felt like crying watching this video..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pm1gaRtYH7Y&feature=youtu.be

lol! i don't even know why.. there's nothing dramatic in this video.. 

just my beloved idols passing/walking or whatever.. but heck i felt like crying.. 

no.. that's not it! i really got all teary ;A;