I don't know what's wrong with me. First I'm all happy and dancing around in my dance and choir room then I just lay down and start crying. I seriously go from hyped up to freaking depressed in seconds. 

I'll be hanging out with my friends and having a good time when suddenly everyone gets on my nerves. Like, I can't even control my self. If I'm angry, you will know. 

One time I was out side riding my bike and I looked over to the play thingy and there was a couple. I didn't know them I just saw them. And I rode back to my house and got all angry. I didn't know why. 

Occasionally I lash out and start yelling and crying and punching things and I just get so frustrated like why don't I know what's happening why can't anyone help. 

One minute I'm the cocky bastard who nobody can mess with and that nobody can break but then someone says something off hand and I run off and cry. I'm not even an emotional person really. I didn't even cry when my best friend died but I cried when I failed PE and got my iPod taken away. 

When that happened I seriously wrecked the house flipped the couch and nearly broke the phone. Then I cried then I cleaned every thing with bleach and heavy cleaners. I need a clean environment. 

I just... Have problems, you know?