Good gosh, I can't believe that I dreamt it.

 

I can't believe that I dreamt of Jin Young. I mean, I have dreamt of Zico and HimChan before but this dream... It had the longest duration out of all of them.

 

It's strange, dreaming of him so up close and near to me. We were walking side by side, he was with my family; my mom and even my grandfather.

 

He was caring, thoughtful, considerate and dependable. Everything that I could dream of and hope for in a guy. I treated him like the centre of my universe and the way he looked at me like I was his.

 

Sitting next to him at the bus stop, he held my hand and I was leaning against him. 

 

I could feel his body heat as I leaned against his arm, it was such a comforting and relaxing feeling. Like it was all I needed.

 

Listening to him talk, we chatted as we waited for the bus. I was blissful, I was content. Most of all, I was happy.

 

I closed my eyes to drink in the feeling of the moment. Relishing the fhe feeling of something so simple yet so blissful at the same time.

 

The next time I opened my eyes, I realized that it was all a dream. And now here I am feeling totally delusional and in need of a boyfriend.

 

Too bad I'm too skeptical about love to have a boyfriend and there's no guy that I'm interested in.