((lol i am laughing at how deep the title sounds but it's actually just me bearing a bad (?) news))

anyway, idk if the subscribers are aware that i'm in college and taking up engineering but yeah i am, and i also write. i still lurk arond aff to stick around and read stories from good writers and stuff and get ideas but here's the thing, i think i'm starting to outgrow (?) yet i still don't want to leave. it's like finding neverland, you know. you want to grow up but you still want to stay as a kid and be happy.

so engineering is basically maths and maths and just numbers in general. these past year, i've reevaluated myself before college adn after college and i realized how much i've lost touch of my writing skills, probably because of the sudden influx of numbers and formulas and engineering stuff in my head that i actually forgot (?) to write. i think it's starting to affect me, grow in me, you know, and maybe writing has just become one of my hobbies that i'll do every now and then, but not for every single day.

i also find myself reading more stories instead of writing more, and i have a generous amount of incomplete stories with general ideas but i never get to finish them because the words don't touch me anymore. my closest, the first one i've met when i joined here, knows of what i'm going through and i believe she's going through it as well. so this is what i'm trying to say:

i have decided to go on an hiatus idk how long or sth but i just want to get away, maybe i can find inspiration one day and just start writing. but as of now, i think i'm going to be living in the real world for a while, submerge myself with realities before i dillydally around fantasies that aren't meant to be there permanently. reality is permanent; so yeah.

i am still determined to finish romantic & idol ofc! and floregilium is basically a oneshot compilations of krystal ships i have so there are no worries of me updating them. anyway, i'm pretty sure most of you ppl don't give a damn of what i'm going to do but this is just for those who might want to know or something. ahehehehe

goodbye achos hehe

laters!