Weariness fools the mind into thinking things are real or true when in fact they are not. Whether it's physical weariness, mental, or emotional -all can be fooled, and all can fool you, and manipulate you into giving up.

I think the one thing that keeps most everyone alive is doubt. Doubting the worse. Doubting that this is the worst it could get. Although doubt plays against us, it helps keep us afloat. There are certain moves on pokemon games which when used hurt the other pokemon, but also take some of your health too. It's like that, I guess. Maybe a lot of things in life are like that. We have to suffer a little to gain a lot.

I don't know what the point of this journal is LOL