Do I love you?

Or is it merely admiration?

I wonder, but I'm afraid to find out the answer

I am scared of the answer

So what if it's true?

So what if I love you?

Does it even make a difference?

Our relationship remains the same

At most, we will be merely friends

Nothing more

But, but, but

Our relationship isn't anywhere near that yet

We are still as awkward as before

Nothing

Nothing much

Has changed

Since then