Hello^^                            

I'd like to write something here since I'm a little bit not in the mood to write a fanfiction now ㅋㅋㅋㅋ how is everyone doing? I hope everyone's  doing good with their lifes <(^-^< ). Now, I'm currently waiting for the announcement of my finals. Yes, I just had a final exam back in April 15th and it was terrible, so many things happened during the finals and I'm really really scared that I won't be able to pass the finals. So afraid I feel like failing already >': but I hope people would pray and wish for the best for my results ㅋㅋㅋㅋ And also, after knowing the result of my finals later, 3 days after will be the announcement of whether I get into the best University in town or not and I'm also hoping so much on this! I really want to make my mom and dad happy, not only my parents but the also the people around me that put lots and lost of their expectations on me. 

When I finally start my college year, I will be able to meet new friends and everything. New sorroundings and I just have to adapt, new people new tutors and new seniors, everything's just new. What I'm afraid is just that I won't be able to have friends in my college years hahaha ridiculous right? I mean, I'm a kind of person who don't talk or begin a conversation. It's hard for me and I just feel that I'm lacking of self esteem. I'm jealous when I look at my friends, they're really friendly and loveable to people and most of them are populars. How I wish I have such a confident.

Why am I telling stories of my pathetic actions? lol

Anyways, I've been writing 4 chapters for my very fanfiction of Park Chanyeol and Byun Baekhyun! *throws conffetis* I'm so happy and I obtained 17 subscribers and 470 readers more or less, well that's something for me <3 so happy I even refreshed my homepage every 3 minutes (just like Baekhyun when he waits on Chanyeol's emails in my fic haha)~ 

I need people to read my fanfictions because I want to improve my ability on writing :) when I was a kid, I write so many short stories until I met fanfiction, jeez. I fell in love in a second. I need people to read my things and leave me comments but the more important is that I need their critic! But in a very proper way, children hahaha like there's this a reader for my 'Staccatissimo' and this critic moved me in the heart. She said:

"I love your writing style...so descriptive that I could feel the situation fairly well. But i have to admit that the story goes so fast...it's not like I didn't enjoy it though." -nora50

She wakes me up! I realize that the story indeed runs too fast and when I read this comment, I tried to write it slowly (not literally) with the plot and really, I need comments like this. Does my story is that descriptive? I'm so happy! But there are people who talks rudely over people's writing and I don't think it's necessary! Like:

"Shiizz, your story I HATE IT WHY IS THE ENDING ENDED UP LIKE THIS?!" -anonymous

I mean, if you think that the ending then don't hurt the author's feeling that way. Every author has their weaknesses whether the couldn't end the story well or they couldn't start the story well or even they couldn't describe the situation perfectly. But every author has their goods and bads. Don't criticize that harsh because that's not good, people^^ If you do think that the story is bad or lack of something, just don't comment. People have feelings :)

Anyway, I'll be working really hard on my 'Staccatissimo' you'll find the meaning when you read the next chapters hihi and I hope people would recommend and also leave comments and criticize nicely <3 Thank you so much subbies and silent readers, I love you all!