slowly, step after step, drenching in this pouring rain

my numb body could'nt care less as it only feels pain

everyday i would hear from others about ur unfaithfulness but i was in denial

never once did i like our fights because i was always the one on trial

a fool blinded by love, believing every single one of your sweet talks

i dont ever want to feel love again or believe in it

how vulnerable and easy you must've thought i was

just thinking about it makes me feel used and stupid

behind every kiss, i bet you'd secretly mock me

behind every laugh, there was so much more to it

behind my back, with someone else, you'd smile happily

behind every hug, eyes wander for your next target

here i am hiding in a corner, away from the world, desperately calling your name

"i will get over it someday" my heart would say, just not today