{oh sehun} my bestie. my friend. my brother. my old crush. my baby. my sweetheart. you are adorable, do you know that? you. always being here with me.you knew all of my pasts..and never fails to being councelor to me...oh sehun.. if there's no hyunsik and chanyeol, would you see me? i would gladly become your wife and mother to your kids.. /laughs;slapped/ ok. kidding...that was a joke. please don't take it seriously. haha.XD you know..when i'm having my hard time...you..and kyungsoo oppa..were there for me...remembering all those stupid confessions that i make to that that that jerks.. makes me no regrets....want to know why? because I HAVE YOU. and i HAVE KYUNGSOO oppa that time..and how..i was so thankful and grateful that you guys were here with me that time.....i feels like dying, hurt, mad, pain with those rejections...but...YOU..again..come and heal my wound heart...the one who gives me strength..YOU...the one who always told me to cheer up..YOU..the one that always being with me...YOU... the one that always appreciate me as friend. YOU. oh sehun. i do loves you. loves you so much... hyunsik might jealous if he read this...but i do loves you more than him...a bit more than him....because you are way too precious for me...because you are my friend that always come and hugs me...when i need someone....especially when i'm having my hard time before he came....do you remember the lists? the to-do-lists? /laughs/ i found it! XD i hope we can do all the things together...cherish our friendship forever and stick forever as friends and siblings...NAHUN is always love, right? Back to your problems..i hope you manage it well.control your feelings and don't take any drastic decision..you know what i mean, right? /smiles/ please take care of yourself..and noted..i love you. and i'll always will.

{do kyungsoo} oppa...my favorite oppa....my first crush..my brother...my lovely oppa...my first kiss stealer.../laughs/...how have you been lately? it's been a while we have talk, didn't we? i missed you a lots...really miss you...i hope you doing your things well..and i'm doing my things well too.../smiles/ oh..oppa..do you remember when i told you...i'm sorry for having feelings at you...and asking you whether you hates me already? i think it was quite funny....and..i was shamelessly ask you to kiss me just because you are my first crush here.. /smiles shyly/ i regret nothing oppa....18 march 2013, will be the best day ever when you take my first kiss away../laughs/ whatamisaying/slapped/ okay..i shouldn't said like that..i might got killed by yixing oppa and hyunsik../laughs/ uhmm...no matter what... you give me strength and confidence to confess at..that someone...i ask you..."oppa..you will stay behind me, right? if he reject me..you will hugs me right?" and...when you ask...what is his answer...do you still remember what my answer...? "REJECTION" . i only utters the 9 words to you. quickly you pulls me into hugs. oppa..that time i feels like my world just turn into hell. i even said it was a dare from Jieun...to cover what i did just said....i'm being stupid..didn't i? it was...hurts a lots...i feels like leaving.../starts cry/ i don't know myself anymore.....but you...you were there...comforting me....hugs me..even kissed my forehead../chuckles sadly/ thank you oppa....really thank you for being here with me....if it weren't you....i might not know what love is.....you are the first guy who bring me the first fresh feelings here...and you still here...i really thankful for that......oh oppa....i wish time would stop at this precious moment where you piggybacking me while humming  a song. it was beautiful. simply beautiful. your voice is just. too beautiful. i wish i can marry with your voice instead. /laughs ; slapped/ okay. that was a joke...i'm going to get killed by hyunsik & yixing after this.../smiles/ but i don't mind though...i am being honest myself...kyungsoo oppa...thank you for all have you done to me..and i love you toooooo muchh~ ^.^

{jung soojung} krystal..soojung..my bestie.. my precious friend..my fellow 94-liner gang..do you still remember about....the little secret in our pm? /laughs/ it was funny....right? assuming like this guy and that guy....in the end..you got the guy that you love....and me..i found my own prince.../smiles/ it was quite hard really...liking...three persons at the same time..and got confused...if it's included sehun then it's four, but that time he's already taken. so, let's crossed him out of the lists. /laughs/ the ironic is...all of them are exo members.....i..thought...maybe i am not good enough for them.../bits my lips/ if you read back our pm, i told you that.." i am certain that i don't like (that guy name) and got stuck with the other two.....do you know....the one that i said, that i don't like before...become the one that i realllllyy loves...? i'm sorry for not telling you what i feels...it's because i'm trying to distract myself...but that time....i noticed that i love him way too much....too much that it's hurt because he loves someone else......someone else.....soojung...do you know how much i tried hard...to not talk to him? /starts crying/ i even unfriend him..because i can't see his name online.....my heart got weak....and still got weak..../quickly wipe off my tears/ i'm sorry...i've been crying too much..../looks at you/ thanks for being here with me.../smiles a bit/ i do loves you, jung soojung...thank you for everything...=)

{lee jieun} you. my precious marshmallow. my eunnie..my nice sister...my bestie...my friend...you give me the best advice ever....haishh....i don't know what to talk to you...if it's short i'm sorry../laughs/ jk. well...chingu-ya. you.. know about my past.....the one who gave me courage to move and cheer up...."because you are son naeun, not anyone can get you" . i'll keep holding that words.../bits my lips ; hold on tears/ until my prince come......it's...hurt like hell....all those pains...it's hurt like hell.../starts crying/ but you comfort me....saying we are soldiers...we are strong..we are not going to let the stupid boys get in a way of our happiness...oh jieun....you are really precious to me...and i'm so thankful for having you as one of my friends...my close friend...i was being so stupid...for liking someone that like you...i knew i am being bad person....and i'm sorry for that....../bits my lips/ no matter what happened...keeps him happy, hm? i would love to see you guys happy....because eventually it's makes me smiles and happy too..../chuckles/ don't worry..i'm fine...and..i'm sorry....i shouln't talk like this....uhm....our philiphines trips! we gotta enjoy our 2EUN moments there! /grins widely/ and reach Korea safely..../smiles/ and my legs in nice okay..e n e i love you.

(choi jinri} my daughter. my precious adorable giant baby, my baby ssul....are you doing well..? we haven't talk for a while, right? omma miss you. talk to me okay..i just knew that taemin left....uhm...i'm sure there's a new one will come! so cheer up, okay....i'll always be here if you need me...just talk to me..and not only your appa..okay? i get jealous easily...so..talk to omma too...my baby...omma loves you..<3 no matter what happens...let's keep our family happy together..HYUNEUNLI hwaiting!

{lee ahreum} my wifey. my adorable wifey. my cutie wife. my kissable wifey. /laughs ; slappedbyaron/ okay. you know how much i loves you, right? i guess you already knew thar though.../giggles/ your existance here is one of the best gift that i ever had....i knew you are not coming because of me..but..becoming your friends..and now your hubby..somehow makes me happy and thankful....so...my wifey...my beautiful wifey. i loves you..and talk to me if you have problem, hm? /grins/ <3

{kwon sohyun} my huggable bear. my adorable cow. my cutie sohyunnie. my fellow 94-liner gang.../grins/ so how are you ? why aren't you talk to me? i posted on your wall..are you ignoring me? /pouts/ it's fine...maybe you were busy../smiles/ please don't stress out hm? just to let you know..i love you..<3 and i missed you a lots..so when you are less busy..talk to me.../grins/ i'm always here...=)

{luhan} you are stupid. the one that bring me to hell.i hate you.. jk. i love you. /smiles/ take care of my jieun very well. crash her heart. i crash your head../nods/ i'm serious okay...don't you laugh at me..and stops your stupid trolling. i hate that. -_-

{zhang yixing} you.. are stupid as well. the same with luhan. i hate you. jk. i love you too./giggles/ when you get less busy, talk to me, hm? and please take care of my kyungsoo oppa well...you..hurt him..i chop-off your head..hm? /smiles/ oh..and get online often too. i miss you. 3

{kim jongdae} hey. it's been a while we have talk, doesn't we? /smiles/ how have you been lately? i heard that sojin unnie left..i feels sorry with what happened. i hope you stay strong...maybe she will come back soon.../smiles/ himnae. jongdae oppa hwaiting! i miss you too. 3

{choi junhong} oh kiddo! /giggles/ you must been shock seeing your name here..right? aigoo..don't be..you deserve to be here..you know why? because i want to apologized that i didn't continue our game../smiles sheepishly/ oh..noona miss talking to you too...so talk to me,hm? i love you, kiddo! /laughs/.

{cha sunwoo} you. we just met. but you already stating how bored girls is. what a pity on you. girls are always the best. and even if you said like that, i knew there's one girl could melting your icy heart. well..is your heart that icy? /laughs ; shrugs/ good luck finding your soulmate. ^^

and....

the stupid guy that makes this stupid girl heart....flutters.....

the one that comes because of me...the one that accept me how bad i am..the one that always call me perfect while i am not really that perfect..my prince..my sweetheart..my special one, my only one, my boyfriend, my other half, my future husband, my everything.....you...despite having all the heartbroken in the past....you come..bring the light that lighten up my darkness....the hell that i got through slowly become heaven....because there's you...my prince...if only you know how much i am so thankful having you here...i don't even knew how to explain how i feels...aishh..being a stupid girl like me...that always wanting my own prince to come..../chuckles/ i really didn't expected that you REALLY going to come....do you still remember my reaction? "0_0" ? /laughs/ it's too funny. and embarrassing enough when i thought about it...and you! stop making me blushing with your cheesy words! /pouts/ you even said that was your jobs? what was that? who hired you to do so? you better tell me..or i'll kick your ../laughs/ kidding baby...you know i love you too much to doing that. /giggles/ uhmm...well..you...have doing so much to me...i didn't knew how to repay you...maybe i'll shower you with my loves...what? how? uhm..well..i'll give you..your kids after we got married sooner or later.../laughs/ just tell me how much you want, i'll give it to you.../laughs hard/ aigoo...jk...don't take it seriously....-_- don't think too much.../giggles shyly ; facepalm/ aigooo...why i become shy so sudden..?? okay..i'll stop..but...having your kids..is one of my wishes.../smiles shyly ; looks down/ i want you to know that...i'll stay at your side forever....my prince...i always imagine by myself..the one who'll wake me up like the sunshine...holding my hands and looking at my eyes..the person that will listen to my stories like in drama or movie, the person who'll come to me and keep me safe by my side. you..come closer step by step. with the image that i dream..you make me smile and happy ..i waited so long for you to come to my heart.....my mickey...you are the person who'll smile warmly at me..with any sweets and cheesy words that been whispered to me..the person that brighten up my side....you are that person.....my prince...you know there's a lots things that i want to do with you....having your kids is one of them...i knew you already knew this and might get bored with this..but i'm going to said it again...i want to be your wife....the daughter in law of your parents...the mother of your kids...i want to feels how warmth it is your hugs when i woke up in the morning.....enjoying our loves together in the bedroom../slappedforbeing/ okay..jk sweetheart....but it's the truth anyway..../laughs/ back hugging you, even though i loves it a lots when you back hugging me.../smiles shyly/ uhmm...oh! the we got married! i was seriously hoping that you would trust me....and have faith on me....it was a public show..so...please....don't get worried too much hm..you know i only set my eyes on you only...and my heart is taken away you, sweetheart. so..please. trust me. me and him will never get together okay! peace! oh...and about my jealousy....i'm sorry if i get jealous that easily...oh..i really got jealous easily...i think you know that..uhmm..wait..what else do i have to tell you..ah! my favorite things! well..i do loves black color..uhm..and orange too...other...i loved meat a lots. didn't i told you before. me and taemin oppa shared a lots of similarities.....okay..i'll stop...i don't want to make someone jealous here./smiles/ then..at here....you should have known the peoples that close to me...sehun mostly..jieun, soojung, kyungsoo oppa, ahreum...that's the most close to me....i loves to stick with them though..../laughs/ bcause they are crazy....okay...i should talk about you..not them.../slapped/ uhmm...i loves white roses instead the red one...because white looks pure and innocent. just like me../bricked/ okay..kidding...but i do loves the white roses.../smiles/ and i don't want gold for our wedding ring. make it silver or white gold. /grins/ wow. okay..maybe it's too expensive.....uhmm...maybe you can give me the can ring.....? /laughs/ it's quite romantic too....hehehe..okay..i knew i'm being playful and stuffs..but you do trust me right..? you know how much i love you, right? /grins/ you. you are the only one for me. the only one who can make me feels like this..my prince..my mickey..my world..my heaven......even though i am not completely yours yet, but i'll cherish all our moments together....lim hyunsik. you are that person. i love you, honey,