Suicide
have you ever thought of suicide? cause I did.
Not once, not even twice. It was a bit often at times, especially when I feel down.
Today... I must've lost a precious friend.
It wasn't the first time, so why must it hurt so bad?
I guess it's because it was a real one this time.
But knowing it's not the first time to lose a friend,
I guess I've been a bad friend.
Not only to her, but to others too.
I hate being bad.
Being on the wrong side.
I hate it so much...
that I start hating myself.
And to the point that sometimes,
I think I shouldn't exist instead.
Maybe I should give up.
Maybe it's time for me to stop bothering people
because I'm just a bad fruit.
No one should ever pick.
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