Ohai readers.

Him. OMG I miss him. I miss my best friend. His japanese name is Utsukushi Yoru. 3 years friend with him and getting closer with him. I never meet him or call him. We just know each through from facebook to phone. When I want to call him , he might give his his phone to his prother to answer it and use 'female' voice. tos.

He is mix japanese and malay. He interest with J-Rock , Kpop , english song , rock and black metal. He's now 18 years old. His birth date is 3 september. His is not so tall , a little straight hair and look like a woman (mix japanese of course AHAHAHA) . His friend told me that he is serious a school. He also intelligent person. He is math addicted. Do you believe that he can get 100% at math ? HAH.

I meet him at KC group on Facebook. There's issue about a person named Matsumoto Xuan bashing Kpop and all the member were mad . Then also him at Anti Malaysia 's page. That's indonesian page that really hate malaysian . 

I started chatting with him because I love chatting with KC members. I thought he was she so I started to chat. He said that he is a boy and I was like " WHAT? IMPOSSIBLE. FUUUUUUU"

When his grandma died , he really sad and said want to die with his grandma. I'm so shocked when he message that to me. I was really scared and wanted to cry. His friend , Wani give his number then I called him but not one answer the call. Wani said that he go to Osaka , Japan to see his grandma's grave. After that , his mood is good at there and message me on Facebook. He give me jealous when he posted japanese food and tagged me. I really want to punch him.Seriously.

Me and him keep closer and closer and shared each other's problem. That's really make me happy with him. But now.. He is now. gone. forever. because of accident. I really hate it. I'm more crying when his friend and his sister told me that he..love me.. He want to confess me after I have exam. I love him too. Damn. I really wanna die now. He is my first love and first time I cry because of boy. I wish I could meet him in heaven.