hello my dear readers,

*sigh* It’s hard for me to write this, my heart hurts, but I don’t want to lie to any of you. I’m experiencing a huge writer’s block. I’m unable to write the way I want to.

I won’t whine and I won’t burden any of you. It’s just I went through a lot in the last few months and saw others go through even worse. Now I’ve finally reached a point where I can’t go on the way I did before.

I want to apologize for letting everyone down, but I have to halt all of my stories for the time being. I can’t force myself to write something that isn’t the way I want it to be. Of course there is the possibility that I’m just too whiny and overreacting right now, I don’t know. I might be fine in a few days… and I might be able to update one or the other story. I don’t know.

I tried, I really did with all of my stories, but I can’t manage to write even a single sentence. So please understand.

Of course I understand too if many of you will leave me for this, I won’t take it to heart. Yet I wanted everyone to know that I won’t be able to update. Not until I can find the will and the ability to do so.

I’m sorry. I really am. I try to find a way to go back to the way I used to handle things. Thanks for your support until now, I’m grateful from the bottom of my heart.

I don’t know how long … I can hardly predict something like this. It’s not something I planned neither something I expected to happen, but I’ll do my best to find a way, I promise. *sobs*

I hope some of you will be able to understand, thank you for reading…

Xana