No K-POP?!

My parents took everything K-Pop away from meand my sisters until the end of he school year. I don't if I can go on without it. I's making me upset and I just want to cry. Like Jay Park would say, "K-Pop is my cigarette." I'm addicted to it and everytime I don't have it, I'll find a way to get it. If not here, then somewhere else. Sometimes it makes me do things I don't usually do. I don't think that it is because of school. I think they feel a certain way about us listening to Asian music. Everytime time I would ask them that, they denied it. They just don't want us to forget who we are because we're an African-American family. I know that but it's frustrating that I have to be reminded all the damn time about it. They're even tripping about us wanting to date an Asian guy. They will complain about not knowing my history of black folks. I'm not good at remembering when it comes to anything. I might remember somethings but not everything. It's the same for any other race we have to learn about. I just want to go outside and look at the sky right now. It calms me down and helps me think. Shame, isn't it? I'm just going to lay in my bed and sleep. I'm upset right now.

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AnDroGeNie
#1
Despite being Asian myself my dad complains with my choice of entertainment. I mean he'd complain when I tune in to KBS world and Red (movie channel that shows Asian movies although I only watch Korean and Japanese movies that it features) I mean its just ridiculous how he'd say stuff like I'm watching non sense or that no good comes out of watching them. At least he can't complain about my musical taste since he knows I listen to almost any song. But seriously why can't parents understand or appreciate things such as kpop that can make us happy? Liking kpop doesn't make us different, I mean is it even a fault? Like any other person we have preferences that vary from one another.
RawChicken
#2
I know how you feel, even though I'm in an Indian family. They can't stop me, though. Don't worry about it, your music will find its way back to you.
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#3
I have somewhat of a similar situation except my mom is adamant that I'm worshiping the damn Asian music like its Jesus. She always insists that "them Asian boys--" talkin about B.A.P "--can't save you" and "I'm an internet groupie." Well for one, I know who can save me and that's Jesus, and two--I don't wanna sleep with my biases, so I AM NOT A GROUPIE. She doesn't understand how it feels to be a K-Pop fan.

Am I'm from a black family, too, but they have no problem with me wanting to date and possibly marry an Asian guy. It's just my mom is trying to shove down my throat the fact that Jesus comes first, WHEN I ALREADY KNOW HE DOES.

Sigh. I feel you, girl. Hopefully they'll change their minds soon.
JelaKhin
#4
I understand how u're feelin' cos I'm in Ta same situation ㅠ.ㅠ
PepeMon
#5
I wrote a lot by i hope you will understand ^^
PepeMon
#6
Cigarette is bad for you though, so not really lol, but straight to the point, how long till the end of school year?, how will they know when you listen to Kpop, can't you listen to it at school?, Wow who ever you want to date is up to you not your mother or father, all they can do is support you on that, I know my history but it doesn't mean i have to STICK TO THE SAME RACE, i mean come one, It's love not a colour, as long as you are faithful to is not a sin, It's NOT a sin really, My Gosh your good, cause if that was me now...i would have put them on the point even if they're my parents, they should know there Child, instead of beings strangers with them, that's not being a parent, thats bad, especially if you didn't do anything bad, if you did, then i might understand why, but taking Kpop away is like taking A PART of your Body away, I wish parents would be more understanding to there kids and to stop being stuck up parents.
It wouldn't be funny now if you make our child go in depression, or it wouldn't be funny if they kind up having a child running away from home or committing suicide , WHICH U SHOULD NOT DO. Come on Parents, be more Considerate here, Race has nothing to do of what your interested in, Like i dunno what Religion you are, but I'm a Christian, Now Jesus won't be going around taking things away from you just cause you don't stick to your own race, he won't do that, I mean why would he?, it's not right is it?, no matter what race we are we all are family, we have our histories but we still are families no matter what you think, Don't get to tangled up in your Knowing cause it'll get you now where I'm telling you now, Don't worry about it alright?, Your obviously showing your effected by it so they'll think it's going to work or something, no show them you don't care, even though you do, act like you don't mind it then they'll be thinking.
I know you can't listen to Kpop till, but doesn't mean ya can't sing it!
WOW FANTASTIC BBY DANCE! WOOHOO XD
zeyniiDara
#7
omo. ottokae? just listen to KPOP when at school. :)
allikay
#8
That is just horrible!:( i am sorry to hear that :/