Seventy!

 

 

Well, at first let me lighten the mood by saying, holy motherf**kingsh*t. I've made it to 70 of these damn things. 

It's awesome, even though half has been nonsense... I'm glad to have had time to bother you guys.

 

Andddddd now to bring the mood down. I hate whiny posts like this, but for people that actually read and care, there's enough on this site for me to post this. 

 

I have a boyfriend. As you guys know from my posts. 

And I have a job. As you guys know from my posts. 
 

...I've become intensely interested in another guy at work. (Feeling is mutual)

 

I am falling out of love with my boyfriend.

I have more in common with the guy from work, he makes me laugh and blush, makes me nervous to be around him. (Everything it's SUPPOSED TO BE) Unlike any other guy I've been around. He notices things, even more than my boyfriend. I find him extremely cute, and he's my almost exact type. He's very friendly to everyone, but goes out of his way to be around me *he has to be in my line in work even if it's easier to load where he was) He passes notes with me for the last few days. (He got hit by a forklift to his arm today and came back to just give me a hug.) He gives me advise on my son and my car, but doesn't over step or try and get me from my boyfriend. 

I haven't seen him out of work, so I know it's just a large crush right now, but he seriously makes me flail. NO one makes me flail. Not even my current bf...in the beginning. I was just nervous talking to him, much less anyone. 

 

I honestly don't know -_-; (no offense) but I feel like such a teenager.

 

 

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NeonGiraffe
#1
MWO?!
AAAH ;A;
I would tell you to be faithful, but since he's only a bf, and I've never had these experiences before, idk what to say..
Do you really like that guy?
Because I believe that relationships are commitment, not feeling(well some feeling but mostly commitment)
xD it's okay! Telling this stuff on AFF is completely fine, there are worse things.. way worse..
And lol I don't think I'm a normal teenager xD