I just feel depressed for everything that happened to me lately , the more I try to resolve the more issues come over. Nothing seems to work out even though I've given everything I could ...I have no more strength...I want to run away but I cannot close my eyes , ignoring what happens around me, I can't ignore him, he is a family member, a very close and dear for me, who raised me up ...I dont know what to do anymore as I've done everything I could...I'm crying though I dont want to cry tears are overflowing without my control. 

sorry if I cannot update my fics frequently lately ...I'll try