yay, another sentimental post from lily! not like anyone really cares, because lbr, you guys are all caught up in your web of exo and their everchanging hairstyles and trips to the airport. anyway, i'm going to make this because block b are pretty much the last thread that i have that still lets me barely hang onto kpop. nevertheless, i love my boys to bits, and wow, it's been two years. sometimes i feel like the time flew by so quickly, and other times, i'm sure it's been longer. i don't even know where to start. 

i'm sure everyone knows the story of how lily came to love block b, and if you haven't, you can probably skidaddle along to last years blogpost and fill yourself in. it's been two years, a agonisingly long two years, and i can barely fathom my feelings towards these boys into words. i love every single on of them to bits, all seven of the idiotic derps — taeil, bibum, jaehyo, yukwon, kyung, pyo and of course, zico. the impact that these guys have on me, it's crazy. i don't want to get so indepth again, but the way i look at these guys, when i watch them, it's not fangirling anymore. it's not the way i see exo, not how i see a pink or anything. i don't see them as just idols, i like them for the people they are, i love them for their existence. and that's a lot. i don't want to sound extremely cheesy, but they are people who can give a lot of strength. if they're able to pull through something so tremendous and disgusting, i'm sure i would be able to do it too... without them, i would have no idea what i'd be; they were able to pick me up before i would've went falling into a downwards spiral. and i'll forever be grateful for that. 

i won't lie, when they leave for months on end, it hurts, the only connection i get to them is their miniscule tweets, or the occasional selca, and i don't want to sound stingy, but it's never enough. i want them to come back more often, show their talent, prove themselves worthy. because right now, i know they're not the best, but i want them to be. and the only way they can do it, is through their music. unlike many groups who come from the big three, they can easily push through to fame and show their talent, block b can't exactly do that. 

i've never been able to see block b live before, and i don't know if i'd ever be able to in my life, tbh. watching them from behind a computer screen is already so overwhelming, i find it difficult to imagine just how it'd be to see them live. i have no idea where this post is going to be honest, but i really love these boys. they've changed my life beyond imaginable. sometimes, i feel as if i drift away from my boys. they leave for months, and i'm left with  void to fill. i guess that's when i drift to other boy groups, but it's never really the same. in many years to come, i don't think i'd ever be ableto forget about my boys. ever. even when i'm older, i could imagine me thinking that there were these seven stupid guys that made me get through all those tough teenage years. 

it's been 2 years; 731 days. it's been a long two years, but i'm always hoping that there will be many more to come. i hope they can get  through everything right now, and come out on top. with their success, i'll be happy. i'll be praying for them, hoping that that time will come soon enough. until then, i can only support from here, from behind the computer screen. ugh i'm so emotional let me just stop here. this bbc is outtie

2 YEARS WITH BLOCK B. 
fifteenth of april, 2011 — fifteenth of april, 2013. 

gifs aren't mine, credit to  zongjo @ tumblr. 

CRIES I'M ONLY LATE BECAUSE THE FIRST TIME I DID IT, MY LAPTOP STUFFED UP WOULDN'T TURN BACK ON.
and it was longer believe or not. anyway. yeah.