Yes, I know!! I’m such a bad writer. I haven’t updated “Open Your Eyes” in FOREVER, and here I am posting a blog entry. BUT. Yongseo… I can’t. I can’t even express how I feel right now. The only thing that could make this better is finding out the US tour date for CNBlue and finding I have enough money and time to go.

Just found out that CN Blue live in the same apartment complex that Seohyun and her parents do. So that’s what the hell Seohyun meant in her “Thank You” note on the “IGAB” CD. They’re literally neighbors.

I know, I know. She’s probably barely ever there, if ever at all. And if she is, they’re probably all at a schedule, but things like this does something to a writer’s mind. I’m sure there are legions of Yongseo fans typing up a fanfiction storm about all the scenarios that could’ve gone down.

I cannot give up on this couple. Ridiculous, I know. But why oh why do they have to be perfection together? And why do I want her to spend all of her off-time becoming bffs with the rest of the band?

Has Seohyun’s parents invited them over for dinner? Has she brought them down side dishes? Has she visited Yonghwa at his dorm to take some guitar lessons or talk music? Have they run into each other in the hall and chatted before running off to a schedule or practice? My mind is going, going, gone.

I want to giggle like a mad woman. In fact, I will. ::begins to giggle:: !!!

The reason I haven't posted for “OYE” in so long is because I’m super crazy busy. In fact, I’m supposed to be writing a 10 page paper as I type this instead. I work all day, study all night, plan my wedding somewhere in between, and worry excessively about the future before I go to sleep. In those rare moments where I’m not doing any of those things, I’m adding to the chapter. So forgive me. I’m trying. Sincerely.

Anyway, I just might write a oneshot about this apartment news. Now, they’ll (FNC or sasaengs) probably force CNBlue to move…………………………….

Sasaengs ruin everything. As does the media. Welp, off to listen to “Naran Namja” and try to write this paper :D