I think I wanna stop writing... I love writing, I really do but I realized that it's just not my thing. I don't have any talents in it. I re-read my stories and well, it's hard to admi this, but my friends and families were right. My stories are !

So I decided to officially stop next year, after my big exams and after I finish all the on-going stories. But I won't delete all my accounts and dissapear in thin air, I just keep on being the-one-the-read.

Well actually, all this years I've been searching what's my passions, what's my talents and so on. Well my passions now are obviously music and japanese but what's left need to be find is my talents. I love to draw anime but I'm so- *wave hands*. Writing, just like what I said earlier... Music, I'm currently learning but I don't think I'll be in a higher level cause I really don't have good memories, so needing to remember the chords and notes are somehow torturing me.

What else...? Acting? I'll end up hiding in a bush. Singing? No, no, bad memories. I'll so humiliated myself with squirrel voice of mine. Dancing? I have asthma and 'yeah right' *rolled eyes*. Social things? Ermm I've got this problem that I'll get sick and nervous if there is a slight contact between me and outsiders or with person that I barely knew, especially with guys. It'll get me weeks to finally let the person to be really near me without me getting nervous or sick.  *SIGH*

I'm rambling again.... *hide in a bush*