Lately, I noticed this to myself.

I am feeling like I am losing the magic of being REALLY inspired to write my other on-going fics.

This is not a threat, really, because I have my story vault to rely on and I have written some beforehand. I have the habit of writing everything once I thought of it even if I am doing something, so I won't be able to forget it.

But something really annoying happened to me last month.

The notebook that I used to write my storyline and my ideas went missing on my room. I am really nervous that time since I am already settled with the ideas for that fic and losing my storyline would be another thing. I need to think again and let the inspiration and motivation come tom me. Also, I need to remember what I wrote.

The bad thing is that my memory and remembering is impossible.

(That's why I write everything down because I will forget about it later.)

IKR. It because I can't remember what I actually wrote. I just feel so miserable.

Now I am re-reading my fics so I will know what to do with them. The good thing is that I have no problems with my latest fanfics (Desired by the Hot Intruder and Ang Dragon at Prinsesa (My Tagalog fic) ) because I am really fired up to write them.

Now that's where another problem arises.

Why am I feeling that way with my other fics?

I concluded somehow that I am not inloved anymore with my characters. Thankfully, I still have my notebook for my first fanfic ad I am inloved with them the time I wrote the chapters.

I rely on inspiration and motivation whenever I write. I don't write just for the heck of it. (Well, we all do, right?)

I just hope the feeling would be back somehow.  I want to finish them with the feeling of contentment that I completed them because I was inspired and motivated not because I was just compelled to write them.

Suggestions anyone?